20 Waiting - Kenji

*** I'll be waiting as Kenji for this Chapter***

After confessing to her after only knowing her so many weeks and skyping her a few times, I hope I didn't scare her off... Gosh I'm such an idiot. I should have waited longer. But I don't want to wait so long in case she's like Grace... That's the last thing I want. I don't want her to get lonely and what not then out of no where be with another guy....

Hank, my younger brother, 19 of 5'4 walks into my room.

Hank: Yo Ken, Let me borrow your charger!

Me not turning around replied, "It's on the bed."

Hank: What's wrong?

Me: I don't know, I told a girl I like her and now I'm regretting it. I don't want her to be like that bitch that didn't give me a chance cause I live too far or cause she got lonely.

Hank: Don't sweat it bro. If she's the one for you, then she's the one for you.

Me: I hope so.

Hank: Is it that girl you've been skyping every time I walk pass your room?

Me: Yep, Oriana.

Hank: Is she the one you met at the New Year Festival?

Me: Yeah.

Hank: Well, if she likes you she'll tell you

Me: Yeah she's going to tell me today... I'm just nervous. I don't know what she's going to say. If she said no, it'll be awkward... so should I keep trying? If she said yes.. should I just ask her out right away??

Hank: That's all up to you and how you feel. I know you bro, you're my bro. You'll make the right choice.

Me: Thanks. I hope I don't fuck up on this one... She means a lot to me and man, you should see her smile... It won't leave my head..

Hank: Haha, Looks like my bro is finally falling in love.

Me: Shut up. Haha

Hank: Let me know how it goes.

The clock ticks 4PM...

I took a deep breathe and called Oriana....