35 Somewhat Bad News

20XX, November 5, Thursday; Konner House, My Room

Hey, I know I don't have to tell more news about my affair with Luke, a teacher. But, yeah, we're still 'together'. He hasn't had the chance to come to my room or even my house again since I can't find myself alone these days. And I can't think of a reason to go to his. Besides, some teachers also live near there.

So the only place we can make out or flirt with each other is the club room or the library again. It was the usual though a slight difference is that he was more touchy. While we were kissing, he always uses tongue and mostly kisses my neck. It's feels weird sometimes especially when he surprises me with a kiss while I was reading or writing.

He also taught me some things but I won't go further into details. It's so embarrassing enough writing that last part. Especially my entry before this.

The bad news is it seems like Eli was suspecting something. Well, he saw Luke with me before in the house and, nowadays, I don't ask to walk home with him like before. Those will really make him suspicious that I'm up to something but it's not like he was actually asking me about it.

But, yesterday, he surprised me again by knocking on my door after we had dinner. I usually write or read before I sleep so I was awake that time.

Well, he just asked who the guy was which is weird. I mean, it was already weeks since that happened. He said he hadn't told aunt anything but he realized the guy was probably older than me. I guess he was also worried on who I trust. Good boy.

And he said he saw us walking once from school to the library. He was on the other side of the road and with his friends so he never called out.

Well, he just told me to take care subtly. He really is such a good little brother.