46 Back to School

20XX, August 8, Thursday; Appartment Complex near university, my room

These past few days, I've calmed down a little. Better mindset for planning. Sometimes, I even surprise myself with how calm I was. There were times I can't sleep at night or wake up in the middle of the night, scared, but I can still go to school. Go talk to my classmates and professors normally. Go home and spend time with my family during weekends. The bad thoughts just come when I'm alone in my apartment with the lights out and everything was quiet, quite unlike that time.

Although I admit I am scared, I just can't let this plan go. The plan to take revenge, to kill the guys who did that to me. Remember that girl who was raped by my ex's cousin? I heard from the news that her family's business went bankrupt. The news said they clashed with the Manson's venture so people said they deserved it. Not knowing who they could fight with.

Then, what about those bastards?! What do they deserve?! To freely do what they did to her and me?! Just because they have the money and power?! I don't think so.

Maybe I could think of other ways to get 'justice' but I'm determined to do it like I planned. The 'adults' would never listen to me anyway.

But the new school year just started and I'm having a problem. Stephen has been absent since school started! How am I going to kill him?!

Not that I'll do it in school. I still have to take care of the others so I have no right to be arrested. But it was annoying that I have no idea what was currently happening with him. What if he went abroad? Or transferred to another university? That would mean more work for me. I really don't want to ask the others either. After what they did to me, wouldn't they get suspicious if I suddenly talked to them?

Since this is currently the case. Now that Stephen was missing, so that my time won't be wasteful, I decided I'll start with Brad.

Why? Because he's a bastard. Well, all of them were but he will be easier to kill first since he's dumb. And more satisfying too. Even after all the days that passed, he still treats me like nothing happened. No, more like, he was more flirty when we were in front of others.

And when we were alone? He actually proposed that we continue our 'fun' from last time! He said he really enjoyed it while staring lewdly at my body. He had this smile on his face which was really in my face since he had me by a wall with his one hand leaning on it over my head. If others saw it, they'll think I'm cheating on my boyfriend. Well, it was not spread in the campus yet that we already 'broke-up'.

I acted timid and scared so he won't get suspicious. That really had him going, having me at his mercy. He even tried to kiss me, grabbing my waist to pull me close, but I averted my face so he licked my neck and ear. So disgusting! But I tried not to react too much because of that and controlled my expressions. I just acted scared and he was satisfied.

He had class in a few minutes so he left me leaning on the wall while saying he'll come find me next time. We'll have our 'fun' after that.

Now, why did I let myself be alone with him, you might ask? That was part of my plan. I think I've mentioned before that my uncle was a mechanic. I learned from him that bad maintenance of cars could also lead to accidents. A customer of his tried to sue him before regarding this but aunt intervened.

As I've also mentioned before, Brad loves cars. Fast, expensive cars. Kind of like himself, actually. He often brags about his cars. He even joins street races near the area. And Brad actually doesn't let others touch his car so it will be like the dumb guy getting what he deserves, street racing on a badly maintained car.

Then, he thinks girls were dumb, dumber than he was in his opinion. That is why he would never think I was the one who did something to his car. I just have to ensure that the car I sabotaged will be the one he will use. And that is why I have to get close to him. So the hard part was to get close to the bastard then get my hands on his car.