4 Silence of staggering nights

In the silent dusk of an owl hooting

Abandoned of dark ashes just dispute with the being of someone's existing

The claw of long crawl suffering just chases the effect of penitentiary being

Sitting alone by my desk wondering is this what I am made for

Or it's just the irritation of abrupt divergence your soulmate

Suffocating the arts of a skirmish with the burning skull all over the tunnel of pain and sorrow

Taking each step by weapon ambushing all of your foes

It wasn't something fresh or the twinkle of validity

The resistance of love and grief

Who can understand better

Was it you or me

My heart was thumping in my chest like it was having a rampage with Chrysalis

Evading in the murkiest night

The constant battle war was always playing within me

As I start to heat up like a fire

The fire in me slowly starts to burn my body

Escapes of sudden fear took over my body

Contactless yet the fragrance of your true beloved roam in the air of this overseeing the hurts and pour of metallic talus blood

My night was scavenge between the hurt of peace

Tears meandering down my face with my tinted past

Trust was invaded with true sorrow and clueless of one thought

How am I even competent to you

If pain was all we give each other

Caressing the void pinching within my soul as my body separates from your soul as your voice quivering against the brick of the wall

I climb up slowly as I have to push myself to wake up

Knowing your love is not there anymore is hurtful

Everybody knows now

I don't even know how to laugh anymore

My compassion is slowly projecting stones of war

The love story just doesn't exist for a soul as broken as me

My world just came crashing down like the sea of a victor being fled from the jail

How I wish before all this pain that you jab within my day and night wondering

I will heal from it as soulmates should

I gain ventures of pain while being with escopio who was ruthless

People who hate us are clapping and cheering as the couple are not together anymore

I lost touch within everything that once I used to love

The inspiring story that I always crave just doesn't work for me

Tears surged from my eyes but dissolve while the thought of us sparks something else

Letting escopio go wasn't easy but it was something that was needed to be done

So I can give myself the least of torture

I honestly have no idea where my love story will lead me to if I were you be losing you

As I am broken and slowly drowning

I don't expect anyone to pick me up anymore

All I want to do is keep going deep within the waves as they clash together

Maybe I am just not good enough

Maybe I didn't know the perfect concussion on how to passionately sing the melodic of our song

Believe me, I tried

Believe me, I have given my best

Believe my love was real

Not one ounce of it was fake

Believe all the walls are coming back hard around me

I am not who I am anymore

I am not the girl you once knew

U spark the soaring light within my soul

Now I will prefer my heart to be dark as the devil

And never allow anyone in anymore

I am done

Tired of myself

Of my thoughts

It was a black and white day of frost, which crawled along with the dark trees and outlined twig and branch. The air was misty, and distant objects assumed mysterious importance. Slight sounds, too, suggested infinite activities to the mind.

Love is never meant for me

Cause I am bad at it

My heart just bleeds the Blue Moonblood

loved you unabashedly in the rain, you were real, raw, accustomed to pain. I loved you most in the rain, where you exposed your broken soul, unashamed, dancing despite it all

The dark has teeth and it will bite,

It feasts begins on Sorry Night.

When cold and fear are intertwined,

They'll chew up your heart and feed on your mind.