21 Chapter 17: pasts 2/2

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Day 721 9:00

<Jalter>

Finally that sadistic third of the training is over it was absolutely Fucking horrible I mean I'm french whom unlike the English have real skill in etiquette and even I thought this training was straight from Satan's but sack.

Though even I must admit that the training has been paying off no matter how much I want to slouch or curse in front of new people I can't almost as if I have a PTSD regarding slouching. Which quite honestly is actually a possibility at this point since I gained the title [Masochist]... fuck you system making fun of my misery.

Hahaha I remember it just like yesterday when I entered this new world I live in....

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In the middle of a desolate wasteland surrounded by corpses of dragons and servants alike a woman sat down on a mountain of corpses looking around she saw what were once strong and proud buildings crumbling into sand and dust leaving no remnants of their former selves.

The woman sitting there on her bloody throne carved of flesh spoke to herself. "Power, strength...." looking at a horribly familiar figure beneath her "even ending my foolish self and yet I still feel so empty. I fought for revenge the fire that furled my very existence yet the second it disappeared I felt no sense of accomplishment, no feat to triumph over and not even a shred of regret. Chaldea tried to stop me yet failed, my original denied my very existence and tried to kill me yet failed then after all of it the two fought together to kill me and in the end... failed...

In the end did I simply want to rest in peace or was it to show her the wrongs of her ideals? Quite honestly I forgot long ago hehe." A small trace of blood fell down the corner of her mouth before she sighed. "I always used to believe even now I still do good will triumph over evil so in the end I suppose half of me desired to die to be defeated.... if I had a second chance to meet someone, someone who could understand me for me and accept me nonetheless then maybe... just maybe... I'd feel complete..." her eyes slowly became dimmer and dimmer looking at the black hole in the sky she merely laughed cynically before saying to herself "I suppose this is how black holes feel... empty with a desire to be filled"

As if a devil whispered in her ear she heard a simple question one she couldn't help but answer [if you had a chance to live again free from your twisted fate, to start anew, to live free from your past and your future, to find real true love and become whole would you accept it?]

The girl merely chuckled as the lay shreds of light left her beautiful amber coloured eyes "indeed something like that would be a wonderful dream though... they are.. called dreams because.. they... never.... hap..pen..." her eyes slowly shut with a slight smile on her once beautiful face.

Hovering above her a strange incomprehensible figure said [once in a lifetime dreams can come true child of Angra Mainyu. I hope you find happiness this time just as I hope 'she' will...] the figure placed its 'foot' on the sand.

The world once covered in sand grew grass. The sand became soil and from the soil trees and from the trees came life. Bugs and birds all payed their respects to the strange creature who created them. [as a great man once said 'life always finds a way' or as a dear friend once said 'nothing is gained without hardship nor is anything list without negligence' may you and her love a free life]

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I'm truly grateful to whomever it was that freed me from that desolate wasteland and soon to by my graveyard.

"GET YOUR FLAT ASS MOVING AMBER EYES! NOW WE WILL BE LEARNING POLITICAL IDEOLOGIES NOW GET YOUR ASS TO THE SHACK BEFORE I DO SOMETHING TO YOU THAT RHYMES WITH SHACK!

Seems Raven is still her usual overly sadistic self (unfortunately) when it comes to training us both.

Seems for the next two years we will be learning to... it seems political stuff hahaha i the great Jalter of France know all about the most amazing of political ideologies haha the theocracies! Wait no they didn't end well....

<2 days later>

Oh my god so many different ideologies communism is nice In theory but put into practice is impossible. The right wing looks for profit. Whilst the left wing promise the world yet can't do jack shit so... fuck it I'm going with the 'fuck all factions' faction either way gets the job done.

[skill gained [etiquette (passive]: increases noble aura around user permanently and naturally corrects posture]