14 Worries

Blake Pov

I open my eyes waking up from a pleasant sleep. I get out of bed and stretch my limbs. Finishing I reach for the scroll and look at the time.

'I still have an hour before I go to work '.

Putting the scroll away I look around the room and don't see Lappy anywhere. Feeling a chill on my body which may be due to the fact that I'm only wearing a bra. In this state I walk over to Lappland's bag and take her T-shirt from it and put it on myself. Partially covered, I walk towards the bathroom where a noise comes from and when I grab the door handle, laughter comes from inside.

"Haha Ha hA ha "

Hearing this laughter I no longer need to look for Lappland because I recognise this laughter everywhere.

' It's not good'.

I let go of the handle and start knocking on the door.

" Lappy are you all right?"

" Can I come in? "

With my words Lappland on the other side of the door stopped laughing .

"The door is open Blake".

I sigh and step inside. In the bathroom I see a naked Lappland looking in the mirror. I can see the water dripping off her and I can smell the shampoo so I know she has just taken a bath.

" Is something wrong?"

I ask looking at Lappy who has turned her attention to me. Her eyes study my body while I wait for answers.

"What was supposed to happen? "

Asks Lappland with a smile while tearing off a piece of toilet paper.

' It's like yesterday she lost touch with reality again '.

I see Lappland walk up to me and with the hand in which she holds the toilet paper she starts to gently wipe my crotch which causes me to gasp in surprise and breaks my seriousness.

" Stupid Blake you haven't even cleaned yourself up after yesterday and you're already worried about me."

Lappy says as she licks her lips.

'I didn't even notice? '

I think as I look at a smiling Lappy.

' So don't worry about me because even if something is wrong nothing can help me anymore ".

Hearing this I look into her eyes and even though she says such things her expression is the same.

' Lappdumb '

Sometimes I really don't know what she's thinking sometimes she's like glue stuck to you at other times she's kind and caring then suddenly she becomes aggressive.

'I still trust her, I'm just afraid she'll let go of the brakes and go berserk.'

' I will not leave her in hospital because I remember what she went through when father took her for treatment and she was even worse.'

'We had to visit her every day so she wouldn't destroy the room and attack people.'

But the visits weren't enough to calm her down so Lappland ended up in isolation and being locked up Lappland nearly broke so we had to give up treatment.

'I don't want her to suffer even more Lappland doesn't like to be alone '

' I know she's really right if she goes back to taking anti-psychotic medication she'll become addicted to it again so medication won't help her '

' So nothing will help her what I can do is to be next to her and help as much as I can but I can't walk behind her and watch over her '

"You're right I need to wash up after yesterday and get ready for work."

Finishing my musings I reply with a gentle smile and give Lappy a kiss on the cheek trying not to show Lappland my worries after which I go to get ready for the day.

Pov 3

In the chotel room, Lappland is sitting on the bed dressed in black shorts a white strapless bra. In this quiet atmosphere Lappland calmly paints her nails with black polish .

"Lappy let me borrow some clothes ".

Her nail painting process is interrupted by Blake who looks up at her standing in front of her in just a towel. In her hands she holds her usual clothes. Lappland stops what she was doing and gets up and walks over to Bake and snatches the clothes out of her hand. Bake pays no attention to this and walks over to Lappland's bag.

" And what is wrong with yours ".

Asks Lappland while putting Blak's white shorts under her nose.

" I don't have replacement clothes and I need to wash these already."

Says Blake as she pulls the black clinging jeans out of Lappland's bag and turns around only to see Lappland with red cheeks taking in the smell of her shorts . Sighing Blake pretends not to see anything and as if she's already used to Lappland's perversion she changes into her trousers and pulls out a white t-shirt from Lappland's bag which she puts on

Lappland, meanwhile, puts Blake's clothes aside and goes back to bed to finish her nails. Ready Blake takes her scroll and puts it in the pocket of her jeans only for a note to fall out.

"What's this? "

Blake asks picking up the piece of paper and looking at the number on it.

" This girl gave it to me yesterday after the whole bar brawl and told me to call"

Lappland says finishing painting her nails. Blake looking at the card seems to be thinking about something.

" Is Blake jealous of another girl ?"

Asks Lappland looking at Blake with a smile.

" Not in my opinion you should write to her".

Says Blake to Lappland who was just putting on her shoes.

" Besides, I am not worried about your fidelity ".

" Unlike me, you have always been on my side and you have always been there when I needed you "

"To me you are the best thing that could have happened to me, so even if you were with someone else I wouldn't mind."

"After all, it would be my punishment for this injustice."

Said Blake in such a hushed whisper that it might be a thought. But even this did not escape the hearing of Lappland who silently looked at Blake who had lost her temper and become depressed.

Seeing this situation, Lappland's face became expressionless and her pupils contracted even more than usual. The whole situation went unnoticed by Blake, who focused her attention on a piece of paper with a number on it.

" You should have other friends it is not healthy to rely only on me ".

" Like now I don't always have time so I was hoping that when we got to Becon you would find new friends there "

Blake says as Lappland takes the card from Blake's hand and gets her own coat on.

" Where are you going there was no breakfast yet? "

Blake asks looking at Lappland.

"I'm going to eat something in town ".

Lappland replies.

"Do you have any money? "

Asks Blake. Hearing this Lappland looks at Blake who pulls out her wallet and gives Lappland a couple of Lien in her hand after which she leaves.

After leaving the chotel and sending a quick message to Yang. Lappland walked down the street and headed towards the same café she had been in yesterday. Just as she stepped inside her scroll vibrated and looking at the message Lappland sat down at a vacant table completely ignoring the group of four people sitting next to her.