1 ~How it all started~

Hello everyone, I am Lillian Elizabeth Brown. I am fifteen almost sixteen years old in december twelfth. I have a sister named Jenna Brown who is currently sixteen. I go to Moutward Highschool and I am someone you wouldn't want as a friend. However, my bestfriend Asher doesn't seem to mind. You see the thing is, I lie a lot. Seriously. Every word that comes out of my mouth is a lie. Well, not every word. I usually lie out of nervousness or judgement. Doesn't seem that bad because most of us do lie due to that. I wish I wasn't like this but this whole mess of a life started when I fell in love with a boy named Jack in the sixth grade. (I am currently in the tenth grade now.) I confessed my feelings for him and expected him to tell he felt the same because he treats me differently than the others. (Shouldn't have gotten my expectations high.) He told me that he actually liked my sister Jenna. He also told me that he liked me but after I introduced him to my sister, his feelings for me just dissapeared like that. You see, my sister is the kind who wants to be portrayed as the better sibling, so she ended up dating Jack knowing that I liked him. My feelings for him finally stopped in eight grade. After the rejection, you probably guessed that I was heartbroken. If not, I was. How does this all add up? Well two weeks after rejection, I started to lie like crazy. I would lie about what I ate, what I liked, how I am, who I like, who I trusted, and more. This all resulted in many many problems from sixth to now tenth grade. As for my sister, she broke up with me after she started to notice that I didn't have any reaction to the comments she made about her and Jack.