3 The Party

Kyungsoo's P.O.V

Party was in full swing with girls dancing some even stripping their clothes (only the top for all of you horrendous thinker) and guys drinking and smashing. My eyes were searching for kai. At the very beginning of the party, I saw him in his white t-shirt and navy green half pant. He was looking hot as hell and my eyes kept following him wherever he went. He then joined a girl holding her hand and my eyes drifted apart to look at anything or anyone but him. A tiny bit of jealously formed inside of me and my mood became worse.

Since I came to know about my feelings I wanted to tell him but our friendship was at stake and I don't want to lose him or my family. They will never accept the way I am is also something I'm afraid of.

I searched for him but he was nowhere to be found. I saw kris talking to Krystal and I asked him if he has seen kai. He said he saw him going to his dorm.

I rushed to our dorm room only to see he was sleeping. Like a baby with innocence written all over his face. I went to the bathroom to wash my face and go to bed when I felt a hand wrapping around my body. I turned around to see kai. He tightened his hold on me and hugged me.

I couldn't move an inch trying to take in what was going on. I open my mouth to ask him for an explanation but he sealed my lips with his making me unable to speak a word. I gave in to the temptation and started kissing him unleashing all my temptation for him.

I pulled him off me after a while. When I finally got some sense inside of me I said to him that he was drunk. I knew he was doing a mistake and would regret it the next morning but he stood there . his eyes had lost its usual glory and he looked as if he was soulless. He said, "I lobe you Kyung Sooyaa". My eyes widened and heartbeat increased. He continued "I fell in love with you the day we became roommate and I have suppressed my feelings for you by dating Krystal. I love you.. and you might think that it's the alcohol speaking but it's not. I wanted to confess this to you and alcohol gave me strength. I know you don't feel the same and I know that I am destroying my friendship with you but I cannot hold it inside of me anymore. "

I looked at him with a shocked expression. His eyes were a bit teary and he was looking anywhere but me .. I gathered my strength and held my breath and said: "kai, I love you too."

He looked at me shocked. But his eyes showed the spark which it was missing and his face became bright both with excitement and the laugh that made its way to his face.

He asked me if I was not joking and I nodded.

He grabbed me and put his lips on mine Deepening the kiss...