2 Kyung Soo P.O.V

After I finished my football match. I walked toward kai to tell him about my awesome match and to invite him for the afternoon winning party.

As usual, he was busy with his girlfriend Kristine. She didn't even understand the difference between what should be private and what should be personal. She was already all over kai and he seems to bother less about it. If not for kai I think she would even have sex with him in the open maybe just to show that he was taken. But Kai was different. He cared less about the girl he was with. He was more into using his 'toy' and nothing more.

As I approached Kai, he took Kristine in his arms and kissed her, all in high and passion.

This pissed me off and I just walked away from there. A group of girls wannabe were there, all started to make those attention-seeking stunts. I just grabbed one of the girls from that group and started walking with her. We started chatting as we were walking.

Let's go-to café and chat for a while I said to the girl. As we walked into the café I saw Chen sitting across in the corner. I know this is bad but whenever I have a bad mood he is the perfect medicine to cure my mood and since I am in a very bad mood, I walked towards him and snatched his book and threw it on the floor. It was some history book he was reading so I commented on him "looks like the loner can't find a match in the present world so he is searching for her in history." He looked at me through his glasses and the entire crowd roared with laughter. He said nothing and stood up to walk away but tripped and fell face down on the floor. The crowd started shouting geek Chen and their laughter grew even wild. He collected all his belongings and ran toward the door. I saw kai entering the café and our eyes met for a brief second. I looked at my girl who was standing beside me and took her hand and started walking toward the door. Kai and I looked at each other and I said:

"see you at the party dude!"

"Yeah man see you there," he said with an unreadable expression.

As we walked out the girl was already all over me trying to put her hands everywhere. To stop her I grabbed her hand and gave her a long snd deep kiss which left us both breathless. I took her to my dorm and to my bed and since Kai was busy with his girlfriend the room was all ours for the time being. I locked the door and started kissing her slowly and then kiss grew deeper and deeper till we were breathless. I took her to my bed and started kissing her again and she responded back with equal intensity. I then unbuttoned her shirt and started playing with her breast with her bra on and then I kissed her again this time slow and complimenting her in between that how beautiful she is and how good she feels right now. I then unbuttoned her bra talking one of her nipple in my mouth while playing with the other one. She moaned in pleasure as I continued doing so. I then unbuttoned her jeans and she unbuttoned my shirt. I pulled off my pant and went to put a condom on. She sat there in just her underwear, a slight blush on her face. I walked back and started kissing her again this time with full passion. I put my hand between her thighs to check if she was ready or not. She was all wet so I pulled her underwear down and started touching her pussy. I bent and started licking her opening as her moan grew louder and louder. I moved up to kiss her again and then forced myself into her. She moaned and I started kissing her again. I was going in very slow at the beginning but kai's face and his girlfriend came in my mind and I started going in fast and deep.

She cried in between her moans but didn't complain and I could care less.

When we were done, we both were too tired to do anything so we laid on the bed. Se fell asleep after chatting for sometimes while I lay on bed wide awake thinking about kai.

I had sex with girls not because I wanted to be a stud but as an escape. Escape from reality, escape from my feelings, escape from my love. My love although pure is forbidden and this forbidden love can cause me to lose my everything -family, friends and everyone else. So I have always kept it a secret, a secret which is eating me from inside.

My secret that I am in love with my roommate, I am in love with kai.