I'm more trash

There was no pain only darkness. Eric didn't know how long he slept.

Even though his life and death was tragic he was expecting some compensation from God, or atleast a reason like "I'm sorry, while I created you I was half asleep" or"your past life you were Hitler" .

But nothing happend, just darkness, He didn't know how long he waited and started doubting wether God's must be having a holiday.

People say good people become stars when they die and he being a good person even lost that chance.

"Nimma, my star" while Eric was wailing in regret and sadness, some light entered his eyes.

Slowly opening, he started feeling intense pain, being used to working 24*7 , this wasn't much, slowly lend against the wall and looked to the surroundings, there he found himself in an alley.

How can Eric forget this place, this is the same place where he got stabbed in the past while trying the hero saves beauty, but the beauty ran away finding he was stabbed.

Now looking at it, isn't this the same situation, even the same dress back then, the wound in the same place but somehow deeper.

He thought of one possibly that he was born again to the past and irrespective of the pain laughed like a maniac.

If someone were to pass by they would think he was either mad or high on cocaine.

While thinking he could change his destiny and like he read from those novels becoming the peak of the world he was in ecstacy.

While convincing himself no more being a good guy and if his past life he was Hitler so be it, well he toned down a bit not as bad as Hitler but atleast a scum.

While slowly walking out stuffing the pain inch by inch out of the alley, he came out and since it was dark not many people were out.

Walking towards his way home since he had no money to get treated in a hospital and there seems to be some medicine in his past home he staggered out.

Just half way through he somehow felt something was different. Feeling something above his head he looked up.

"Nimma, Superman...

"Wait, why does Superman have wings? , Did he start wearing the underwear inside?, And why does he have a big butt? ... "all kinds of thoughts rang through .

"Wait, that's a women no wonder a big butt but isn't the front too flat, "silently muttering to himself he concluded that this must a secret government technology.

He started getting afraid that inorder to prevent likage, government will silence him or put him in a cell for eternity, he walked faster without carrying about the pain,

It's more appropriate to say I didn't want to die as a virgin, Think about it virgin in two lives and that being on your resume to death and while being read out in the life bridge .All the dead people looking at you with pity, never. Such a shame, aye,aye..

While running and checking wether someone in black suit was following him he stumbled upon two kids and he was frozen in place .

Why, well one of the kids were creating ice and skating over it, the other kid was peeing near a bush and his pee got frozen. Think about the scenario you running away from government and you stumbled upon kids using magic anyone would have his sense out.

Thus isn't what they should be playing, why are you throwing ice and why is the other one throwing pee ,now fire is coming from his pee pee , "WHAT THE HELL".

This isn't what kids should be playing, I played hide and seek at that age, even now if anyone asks me first thing that comes into my mind is hide and seek, Well I'm 24...Ok I'm 16 now.

Thinking about what's going on, he needed answers, Yes mobile; he ran toward his home.

He had a fourth-hand phone, well as the name suggests three people used it before . It's remarkable why the screen isn't coming out judging from the tape covering it. You still get internet though. You get an added feature of overheating can cook noodles, when out of gas comes in handy ,been with him through autumn and winter.

At 12 midnight you could finding in a corner of a city a broken house, Well calling it a broken house would be a compliment. On the top of the house a man in orange underwear with holes and nothing else except for the bandage on his belly lying on top.

Looking at his eyes you might think he got dumped by his girlfriend, well even though that reason is neither correct or wrong, the real reason is he was thinking how many people he killed, how many members of secret forces he created and such.

Thinking about using knowledge of his past life, getting a beautiful wife maybe a couple of them, other people collect cars he collects rockets and as airplanes, it all went in the drane.

What is the reason for this.

"Nimma, now I'm sure I was Hitler" that's what he thinking why, his road to redumption ended even before it started.

Why ? the world is completely different and I'm more trash than before, you can't get any worse than this.

He started grieving he shouldn't have started war.