2 It All Begins

<Ethan's POV>

"WAH!!!!!!!!"

I screamed at the terrible stench of blood around me and the pain from my head. HUH? I thought I was hit by car... Where am I, what is going on?

"Wow he is really crying you know this is a very healthy baby you have here"

"WAH!!!!!!!!!!"

"Ah...Let me hold him..."

The woman reached out her shaking hands and she looked warmly at me who she was holding, "hi little guy" What are these people even saying and let go of me now….i don't understand have i really been reborn as a baby

Then I look at my supposed mother and at that moment i realized that truly i have been reborn cuz i see 'that woman' and she just had to be a sobbing mess at that moment "ewww her catarrh and saliva is pouring on me" so i ended up crying again"WAH!!!!!!!!!!!"

I'm literally freaking out right now I mean who wouldn't if after they were hit by a car and died… but they are actually alive? But also became a baby again…

"He's not crying anymore"? "Nurse is it a bad thing for a baby not to cry" "I mean he cried twice but after…"

The nurse next to me laughed and said "no no don't be scared, although it's a little strange that he's not crying anymore it's happens sometimes. "Would you like to see your husband he's quite worried about you and the baby I think if you don't bring him in soon he's going to start crying".

The nurse left soon after and I was left in 'that woman' hands.

Oh well i mean i wasn't really scared anymore cuz i've read plenty of web novels about mc's being reborn before all that shit went down(before his parents divorced) and even fantasied about being isekaied into a new world and all but i never thought that i would really be reborn.

Soon after I heard the door open and footsteps of someone who was almost running entering, was it the doctor "Honey are you alright" nope it was a Bastard.

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"Awww his so cute"

"my darling son…."

"See how he looks just like you"

"I know right but I feel that he looks more like you"

"Awww Honey"

Its been a few hours since I was reborn and it has finally sank into my head that i've been reborn, it still feels weird but I think that I can get used to it as you can see from this stupid people that are suppose to be my parents that have been going back and forth on this conversation for the last 3 hours, I mean I get that this is before my father had cheated on her and all that shit but for the love of God can you do this somewhere else I'm already exhausted from all this talk {don't worry i am too}.

And finally after 1 more hour of hell they stopped cuz my fathers work people called him over for something, i don't really care.

He kissed my mother goodbye "Goodbye my darling"

she smiled back at him and then he came to kiss me...wait what nooo "Goodbye my baby" "WAHHHHHHH" ewww don't kiss me that's disgusting "honey i think he's hungry he didn't eat that much the last time when i tried to feed him" of course i didn't eat a lot i really don't get why those mc's in wuxia isekai novels look forward to getting fed, that thing is nasty and also don't touch me, a thought sprung up in me that since i got reborn or this maybe a different world entirely and my mother seems like such a nice person i should forgive her but every time she touches me i get flash backs of those moments when even if she beat me up to a pulp, even when she locked me in my room and didn't feed me for a full day, even when she tried to strangle me and kept screaming "just die" a small part of me wanted to forgive her, a small part of me thought that all of this really is my fault, a small part of me wanted to tell her that i'm sorry please forgive me and look what i got for that, after thinking about it i reliazed that even though my bastard of a father did all of that shit to her she shouldn't have taken it out on me, and i shouldn't have ever thought that it was my fault i can't forgive her and obviously i will never forgive that man who caused all of this i didn't even have to think about that because it was a no no from the start.

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At the end of the day i still had to drink that disgusting breast milk for medical reasons but immediately after that period of time i revolted so much that they had to give me the bottle, its not like it was so different from the breast milk but it was still better that taking it directly from someone's boobs yukk and just like that 3 years have passed.

My mother's name is still "Catherine River".

My father's name is still "Henry River".

And my name is still "Ethan River".

As a baby i couldn't see well but i still noticed some familar things about the apartment like the smell of the old apartment and i did recognise some of the voices around me and after growing up a little i've confirmed that i've really gone back in time and that they are really my parents.

Although i'm not going to be like those isekaied mc's that changed stuff once they went back in time but there are some stuff that i want to do properly this time like how i may not be the smartest but i've got a really good memory and can remember stuff after just seeing it twice but i thought those scumbags where my friends so instead of studying i was spending my time with them and my grades dropped and i had to quit school, this time i plan on getting really good grades so that i can get scholarships to go to school instead of having to drop out like last time and later starting my own company to earn my own money so i can be completely independent from these people though i have to wait for some time for my remaining siblings to be born before i make my escape and i also need to build up my body to protect myself cuz i only have 7 years till the main abuse starts.