Reverse apocalypse

The world was in chaos The things that only happened in fantasy Happened in real life The start of the apocalypse It was a virus that the human didn't expect The government shut down Rape, murder, and stealing were common There are some safe base But there are some toxic base Many of my loved ones died right in front of my eye Friend, family, and comrade This was all the fault of the apocalypse I who have lost everything Hang myself with a rope As the rope choke my neck The airflow can't get in I can't breathe It hurts I don't want it anymore No Just let it be The more I live in this world the more I suffer As the clock past I died But a light struck through my face Is this heaven? I open my eyes It wasn't the heaven But it was the sunlight that strikes through my face I stand up and look around I was in a familiar room No It was my room before the apocalypse I look at my cellphone to see the date It was a week before the disaster I was shock I slap my face But it was the truth I smile and laugh hard as I can God didn't abandon me This is a story where a boy who tries to save humanity failed, but now he can redo all the things he wanted, he became a playboy who plays around with many women he wanted to, he doesn't care about humanity anymore, he just wants to enjoy his life now