1 DISGUSTING ME

It was a summer evening slow wind was blowing I saw her for the first time and she was a beautiful girl but the way she looked at me I knew she thought I was disgusting.

I am a second-year college student I am a very quiet person I don't talk too much because I don't have much confidence in myself self that is why I don't have many friends because I think I am the ugliest person in the hole world. I hate myself for not being beautiful it was very painful for me to talk to anyone or to make friends I thought everyone is looking at my ugliness everyone can see how disgusting I am. It's so painful that my face was so ugly I hated every bit of myself I never thought someone can hate themselves that much like I hated myself. Sometimes I just feel like crying sometimes I just feel like shouting my lungs out why me? I know crying doesn't solve anything but I count stop my self tears keep following from my eyes I was so broke down that time. It was because of her .....