Try to run my cunning and silly plan!

I tried to find something to eat but it was useless!

I even tried to made some aunty to sympathized me and give me food, but that didn't made a difference!

That aunty just said.

"Oh, poor boy. Are you hungry? But unfortunately Aunty doesn't have extra food to give to you. Maybe you can try to pick some grass over there to be eaten." She said, as if she had done some righteous deed.

(Fuck you woman! Just tell me if you don't want to give me food. You don't have to treat me like I'm some sort of herbivore or something. You think I'm a grazing cattle, huh?!)

If it was going to be like this. I would die again out of hunger!

So I didn't have a choice. I had to do my only plan. I thought while looking at the castle.

I remembered the part where there was a secret passage to the castle. Then I went near the place quietly. It took me hours before I finally found the secret path. Yeah, anyway I found out about this from the story. So I could only count on the clues that were said in the memory that I could remember.

I tried to calm myself down. I took a deep breath as I prepared my mind to go through this path. I hoped that there would be no strange animals that would appear here.

I started crawling down the secret path. Huhu... this place was much more creepy, dark and bad than what the novel described. Even the smell was ....

Dear author, you should have give me a better secret passage!

I tried to divert my fears by remembering all the details of the story I remembered and also making 1001 complaints to the author. It couldn't be helped, right now I was just a skinny 14-year-old boy. I couldn't dismiss my fear.

If something suddenly appeared and attacked me, I would not be able to move and fight!

After walking for a while, I finally saw a glow of light. I never felt this happy just because of a glimmer of light. I finally found the exit!

But, what should I do now? Should I do some melodrama here?

I need to find Roland before he met Anna!

OMG! What was I thinking?! Why did I want to compete with that Anna?! Was it because I still hold some hope to make Roland fall for me?

(That's crazy! Wake up! Wake up!) I slapped my cheeks repeatedly.

But then I stopped. Blinking, I remembered something. No, it was not that impossible. There might still be a chance for it to happen.

I was a boy and Anna was a girl.

Even if we wanted to compete it still wouldn't do. Because I was a boy! Anna still could be Roland's wife if he wanted, and I could become his only male lover!

Yes! It could be done that way too.

Well, unless I wanted to be the only one that Roland love. Fufufu…

If Roland wanted it, then I would be more than happy. But… ugh… He maybe wouldn't agreed to that. He might still want a woman as his partner too.

Just like before, even when he had Anna, he still liked Nightingale. Just like Anna, I myself couldn't take it if my beloved had another woman or person as his lover.

Even if Roland would choose me as his only male partner, if he was still with Anna, it would be a lie, not to mention heartbroken.

And what's more, if he suddenly turned to like both men and women! Then it would be a disaster for me! There would be more competitors than how it was now. The other men too.

"Aghhh!!!"

(I don't want that!)

I just rolled on the ground with that silly thought before I heard someone was coming.

Panic, I tried to hide. But .…

(Where can I hide?)

There was nothing in this room that could hide my body!

Then with my pitiful appearance, I choose to give up and some guards found me.

They yelled and called me a thief.

(Fuck! This is the worst scenario! Can't you see that I'm such a cute boy?)

Cute my ass! Currently I was too skinny and almost like a corpse. Nobody would think that way.

Gritting my teeth I ran!

"Aaahhhh!!!" I screamed hysterically all the way that made everyone in the castle notice my present.

I knew for a period of time that Roland locked himself in his room as he thoroughly reviewed the memories of this new world, and had dinner sent directly to him by his servants. And I just need to find Roland's room!

I just needed to find him and made him pick me up! Roland wouldn't be so cruel as to let a pitiful orphan like me be beaten to dead by guards.

(Oh my… oh my gosh… I'm too weak for this. My strength .…)

"Ah… ah… ah .…"

I couldn't. I'm too tired for this. My weak body couldn't hold much more longer than this.

I needed to find Roland!

Just when I was about to pass out, I saw some big door being open and some figure with light grey hair came to my eyes.

(Roland… )

"H-help me…"

I lost my consciousness after that but before that I felt someone catch my body.