171 Madness (IV)

I look around and begin to ask myself a question when we arrived here as I don't know whether we're dead or still alive. 

"Is this heaven?" I say that within my thoughts but I doubt that as I think we're not likely in heaven. There was no way that heaven would look like a barren desert as I thought it would be somehow like a huge space with only white colours. 

But again I might be wrong as this might be heaven in another world. Still, I really think that heaven in another world wouldn't be a desert. So I wonder where we were right now at this moment?

I look at Vicar as he was unconscious, he didn't respond when I tried to talk with him. I know that Vicar didn't die yet as I could see that he was still breathing and I doubt that he would die that easily. What the hell happens to us when we're on the ship.