58 I am Stupid

Dear Readers- no Dear Brothers,

It's been quite a journey since I first started writing fanfiction a few months ago. I started writing this for fun,I just wanted to share the stuff I had fun dreaming up, without expecting much - people actually started reading and enjoying what I wrote. The positive comments and reviews filled me with such joy and motivation. You all helped inspire me to keep creating.

Then I started stressing so much about keeping everyone happy. Don't even get me started on the haters, created the last chap from the hospital bed and the 1st comment made me lose faith - some people on the internet gotta chill, for real.

In 2022, I had developed insomnia. It was hard to sleep so I started reading novels before bed. In 2023, 10 oct, on my birthday, I decided to write a fanfic here on my favorite character- Gojo. It was easy sleeping now. I dreamed about being OP, that nobody could hurt me, and suddenly it was peaceful But,

The last month, things have been kind of crazy on my end. Something happened in my life, I don't know how to say it.. what happened really broke my heart... haah! I decided that I needed to get out of town for a bit. So I took a backpacking trip around South India, just trying to clear my head. It was so dope to explore all those places. But lemme tell ya, that ish ain't cheap! By the end of it, my bank account was looking sadder than a kicked puppy hehe.

Being serious I'm turning 23 this year... yeah yeah twenty fucking three ehm AND I feel like I'm at a crossroads.

My teenage years are behind me now, and it's time for me to focus more on building a stable career and helping support my parents. As much as I've loved being a part of this creative community, I don't think I can keep writing this.

Please know that I am so grateful for all of your support. This community has brought me so much joy. While I will be stepping back from writing, I will still be lurking online to read other novels and fics in my spare time. I hope you all understand and continue following your dreams. Thank you for being a part of mine.

With deep appreciation,

KuNaLsAmA