The Knife?

Dear god the STUPID QUEST! That's what I forgot!

How did I even forget that for heaven's sake!?!?! It happened less than a fucken hour ago

Oh no...

I finally have to face the facts...

.....I'M GETTING OLD

How could I become old so soon...

Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no...

I always knew this day would come... I just never thought it would come so soon

Wait, it would be kind of awkward to be a grandma at age 22... right, RIGHT!... I can't be old at this age... it's only been a year sense I have been 'Legally' able to drink!

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..eh who cares...

so..... what...was...I....thinking....?

OHHHHHH The quest! The quest? Let me think what even was the quest about...

um... something something cave? Follow light? Umm.. unknown punishment thingy? Uhh..., wait what did it mean by follow the light anyway?

Is some magical glowing light gonna come to me in a dream or something or is it something where I have to follow the direction of the sun or something

Sense the quest said that whole thing about the following of light or whatever they or it or whatever can be in charge of the light finding me I'm not going out of my way to find some stupid light anyway, humph!

I wonder why th-

I was broken out of my thoughts when something flew past my head at such a speed that it was almost unseeable...

Before I registered anything else I had to blink my eyes just to get out of my head and back to the present

I look over my shoulder with squinted eyes to see what in the world just flew past my head

Looking back I saw something that could send shivers into my very soul now lodged into the stone

That....knife?

T-h t-hat...T-THAT..... KNIFE…!?!

'HOW THE FUCK IS THAT KNIFE HERE!?'

Just looking at it made a realization hit me…

I started shaking as unwanted memories flood my head like grenades going off one by one

T-t-that damned knife....

Just the memory of that knife had been burned into my head, I could remember the cutting, the sounds, the blood, everything...

In the end I just stare endlessly until I slowly look back to see if it could also be the same horrid man from that day here as well….

I look back and instead of the man I see a gorgeous glowing lady...

Hair as white as snow, eyes as green as jade, and teeth as shiny as pearls...

But what shocked me the most was her face, It left me frozen in silence and horror once more

SHE LOOKED JUST LIKE ME

Although hair and eyes are different and a few subtle other differences she still looks as if I was looking at the mirror image of my old self....

She just stared at me with a stapled on smile and blank blurry eyes

I finally realized my surroundings and noticed that everything was frozen

The kid, the knights, the snow, the fire, the echoing from the wind, everything....

My head had been buzzing so bad that I hadn't noticed before...

Seeing everything like this I feel trapped and everything in my body is screaming for me to run from the hairs on my body to the tensed muscles in my legs

Just as I am about to try and make a run for it everything around me gets dizzy

The next thing I know I'm falling to the ground already halfway unconscious

My eyes are still locked on the face of the lady as I start falling to the floor

...what type of fucked up hell is this…....

Then once my head hit the ground everything went completely black…

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I woke up in a sea of black everything for miles on was just endless darkness

My head felt like it was filled with water my thoughts weren't able to stay to clear and whenever I thought to much a raging pain would shoot through me

I felt like I had just been thinking or experiencing something important but now it all went poof

Maybe… I died again?

started standing up only to notice something felt different but I didn't really care and just started looking around

But as I looked around I could only stare in shock as I saw out of the corner of my eyes that I…. had arms!?!?!?!

THANK THE GODS I HAVE ARMS AGAIN!?!

I started kissing and hugging my hand and arms while mentally crying for the fact that I finally had a human body back

After having a good heart to heart with my... *cough* *cough* body... I look around once more just to see

...a sea of nothing

Damn... I must be dead again

Guess I finally got to hell...

Well, that sucks oh well

I wonder If any of my old teachers are here...probably not, their probably at a worse level of hell then me anyway

I shrug my shoulders and just go back to looking at my body and getting used to being human again

I started doing my old basketball stretches

I cant help but remember how we'd get yelled at the moment we got our basketball shoes on to do in the past

I even went as far as trying to do the splits... which did not work I only half way down before my legs refused to go down further

I don't know how much time went by all I know is I got bored

"H-Hey Anybody There!" It surprised me to hear my voice again after so long so my voice came out really cracked and mumbled

After a few minutes of no one answering I just started singing whatever came to mind... into the darkness starting an echo

I chose to used my inverted voice which was a lot different from my normal voice and sounded like a little girl for what I have been told as to not embarrass myself to much

"All by myself, wandering through a wasteland that is my mind~"...."ya that's all I got" I broke out into laughter at my failed attempt at singing