1 I was thinking I would go to hell but I got worse

In my past life I was a fully grown woman. Not a high school girl full of kindness and passion that suddenly was hit by a truck... I'm nothing like this. I had a wish, unfortunately wishing was not enough so I worked till I couldn't stand on my feet, memorizing every information that can get me closer to my goal. For a short time, I succeed! I fulfill my wish but it got destroyed because of one selfish person. Instead to have my revenge I decide to simply walk away and live my life. I put all my being in my dream and I pay no attention to anything else. Family, I didn't saw them for years, friends never in my life, boyfriend don't make me laugh, any human connection, never cared. When I was crying myself to sleep I had nobody to listen to my pain, nobody to hold or care about me when I started to have health problems because of the stress and lack of sleep.

I should have blamed that person who did this to me but actually that person give me a piece of the cruel reality.

Humans will do anything to achieve their goals especially if it means to step on someone. Instead, I blammed me if I just lived my life, if I just make some time for my family, if I just take a little break and speak with people around me, maybe now I wouldn't be alone. All of this is my fault. I worked so hard and I didn't believe that I would fail. I was foolish, now I can't do anything.

Because I this I enter in a dark and bloody world I knew nothing, but I learn fast and this was my precious skill that help me stay alive. Unfortunately I ended up to do things so horrible that Satan would be proud.

In the end my wrong doings catch up to me and I couldn't stop it. I got killed.

When I was laying on the cold floor covered completely in blood, I slowly closed my eyes ready to die with a small sad smile. I was ready to enter in hell to pay for all the sins I did in my life, but I never expected what was next.

I opened my sleepy eyes, with nearly all of my muscle hurting like hell.

Did I survive? That is impossible, nobody would survive in that situation! I look around and I see I was in a old fashioned room. I was in a very comfortable bed I got up and jump off the bed when my feet touch the floor I nearly fall in my knees. My legs felt so weak but they didn't hurt to hard so I decide to ignore and look around,

This is a really a weird room.

I lift my arm and I pinch my cheek.

"OUCH!"

Yeah, it hurt, is not a dream or a hallucination.

*CLASH*

I turn in a hurry and I saw a woman around 20 years old looking at me with big shaking eyes. Ok this is not good. I better ran before...

-Miss Xelia you woke up! Thank you Gods for this miracle!

...The heck? She was looking so excited that she jumped to hug me. I was thinking she would crush my bones but her hug was so caring and full of love. She hold me like I was the most fragile thing in the whole wide world..... Ok what the actually £%*& is happening. I was standing there stiff as a board and the woman was still hugging me, crying, I felt awkward I look down and I see that the woman was dressing in a simple maid uniform. The skirt was not short and she was not wearing a choker so I was relieved that the people who possible kidnapped me could be only half psycho.

Maid"I-Im so sorry miss how could this lowly servant touch you but I was s-so happy I will receive any punishment later but now I have to inform your parents. They will be so happy!"

The maid run away letting the door wide open. Hey maid-chan! Is not good to let the door open immediately of your kidnapped person! DUH!

The stupid door was open but I didn't dare to get out of that room. Who knows what is outside. It could be possible be guards outside ready to shoot me or beat me if I dare to get out. With nothing to do I look around the room. The place was a very luxurious one with walls painted in a shade of cream. The bed was ridiculous big with a lot of fluffy pillows.

The room has a couple of teddy bears but that's it. Not anything else that necessary furniture for a room. All the furniture was white but it look new, or unused... I really don't know.

I look in my left there was the wardrobe, surprise it was also white next to it was a weird portrait of a very realistic cute girl. Ugh... It was so well made! It give me the creeps! It's like she was looking straight at me. I sigh...

... Wait, t-the portrait also s-s-s-sigh. I look again at the portrait she had a terrified expression on her face.

Hey I'm the one who should be scared here! You just move you stinking brat! I should be the one with a terrified expression.... actually I have a terrified expression, and you also sighed when I sighed and now you look at me without saying anything and trembling... exactly... like, me.

THIS BRAT IS ME!!!! I get close to the mirror and I touch my face. I was cute I can't deny this. I was looking like I was 10 or 11 years. My left eye was a baby blue like the clear sky and the right one was a dark blue like a sapphire. My hair was black, very long reaching my knees. I always wanted long hair but it was to expensive and hard to maintain.

Before to grasp the situation I hear some loud steps and two adults, a woman, a man and the maid-chan rush in my room slamming the door.

"XELIA!!!"

Both of them shout with tears in their eyes and jump, literally, on me. OUCH! My poor back.

They started to shout incoherent things, with tears in their eye. I don't understand what to do so I just stay silent and don't move a muscle. After a couple of seconds their tears and fortunately mucus stopped just exact after a second they started to fight who would hug me. After a minute I became really annoyed so I decide to put some questions.

"Who are you? Where I am? Why I'm here and why you two hug me?"

I say these questions fast, loud and clear. Immediately the temperature in the room reduce drastically. The loudly adults finally stop their stupid fight but their faces became more pale than me in a second. The maid-chan fall in her knees with tears in her eyes.

Ok, ok, ok! Beautiful dramatic scene! Come on, someone tell me what the #%#&# is happening!

"Ho-Honey... You don't rem-reme-rember us?"

The woman said with so much pain that all my confusion and angriness disappear.

"Look... I'm sorry but I don't know who you are people if you could tell... "

"I'm Xelia"

I was interrupted by a voice in my head and then a felt a terrible pain in my head.

"Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!"

I scream my lungs out, falling on the floor holding my head trying somehow to reduce the pain but it was futile the pain was getting worse in just a couple of minute. The pain was so big that tears accumulated in my eyes running down on my cheeks.

The two adults and the maid-chan were surprised but the man was screaming furiously, it was looking like it was calling for someone, and the woman immediately hug me at her chest.

Fortunately I lost my consciousness, ending the horrible pain.

"I'm Xelia"

Ah, fuck you!