1 A new beginning

"Leah pov"

I got down from the car, this is the fourth time I m moving in this year I am getting so used to it.

It's a old style creamy mansion I liked how it looks close to my grandma's home. I shook my head to clear my thoughts.

All the box's and furniture's have been moved, I was left with picking up a room and fitting into this life here.

My phone rang, it's my uncle Jim.

"Lee I will be there in 30mins, have all the box's been moved, do you like it there ? "

"Yeah they have moved everything, I like it here, it looks private and away from other people"

"Great, I m getting dinner on my way, pick which ever room you want"

"Okay, bye"

"Bye"

It's been 2 years since my parents died in an accident. I m a werewolf, and I m on a run. Everyone in my pack thought their alpha and Luna died in a car accident but me and my uncle Jim know that something was off.

The title was moved to my uncle who is still unmated. Everything was normal for 6 months, and then all of sudden my pack was attack by rogue wolfs. It was unexpected, the pack was still grieving for my parents.

I tried to clear my head, and went upstairs to pick a room. I chose a room that was facing the forest. The cold breeze hit me as I opened the door to the balcony. I shivered, but my body started to regulate the temperature, perks of being a wolf.

I had a little tour of the mansion, it was too big for two people, I mapped all the escape routes, in and out, I wanna know all the details incase if we are under attack for us to make it back in one piece. It's like a ritual I do nowadays in our every new house.

The sitting room is my favourite, as it has a big fire place with a coziest couch, with tan carpet.

The mansion has a modern kitchen, 3 master bedrooms, 4 guest rooms, 2 living rooms, a pool at the back side.

I went downstairs as I heard my uncle come in.

Can I call it "home". Even without them.

It will never be the same again.

"I bought your favourite Mac and cheese" he shakes the bag with delicious smell.

"Do you know how much I love you" i hugged him. He is the closest to family that I have left.

"I know, Let's heat this up" he laughed and went into the kitchen

He set up the microwave and I picked up a bag of chips.

He sat and placed the dinner on the table, we filled our plate generously.

"Lee, do you wanna go to school" he asked me nervously

"We don't want to get spotted, your being crazy" I couldn't believe he is asking me this.

"I m trying to do what I supposed to do, we have nowhere to go Leah, we are close to the blood Ryder pack, I contacted them already about us being here, the alpha said that he doesn't have a problem unless we become a problem, he also offered for your education where their pack attends" he pushed his food back and forth, something he does when he is confused and bothering.

"I-I don't wanna go to school, like I don't even care anymore" I stuttered.

"You can't lose your teenage like this" he said quietly

"I don't know what to do" I accepted the truth.

I don't know what to do anymore, I only live to get revenge for my parents and my pack. Everything just feels numb.

"Your still young lee, I want you to experience things, here we won't get caught, he also guaranteed your safety, what do you need more" he looked at me.

I wanted to shout I don't want anything, but revenge for my people. I can't hurt him. He sacrificed many things for my happiness and puts me before him.

"I will try, but if I don't like I won't go" I called from the kitchen while doing the dishes.

We were rich, we could hire a people to do the chores, but it's one extra person as a threat to get caught.

"Your the boss" he yelled from the sitting room.

We talked for hours in the sitting room about how excited he was, now that I m going to school, I acted like I felt the same but I didn't let it show, it could hurt him if he knows 'all I feel is numb'.

He was telling me how naughty he and my dad were, my uncle is the smartest of them, who pulled prank on my dad so many times growing up.

I smiled and bide him night, went to my room. I blasted music and I called upon werewolf speed and arranged my room in 30minutes. Checkmate.

I looked in the mirror, weird that's what I look like, I was born with golden hair which now turned as red, blood red as my wolfs fur, with emerald green eyes, with petite figure, no one can say if I m a werewolf if I block my wolf, I look pale, the light in my eyes died and the fire in me still burns for them. My soul calls to my land and my people.

My wolf howls in my head, she is very patient, but I know it's not going to be that long.

She is very Restless today than ever, I should let her out tomorrow or we will both go crazy. It's bad for our health if I keep on caging her. She barely talks to me. We lost our communication in the grieving for our pack, I never tried to talk to her, she is as egoistic as me.

I turned off the light. I sighed

I went to bed exhausted, 'can I be at peace again'. I know I can't but why do I keep on asking.