11 That girl was me

You saw that little girl standing there

She was crying but you didn't care

Now look at her hanging from the ceiling

Wish you were a little more nicer to that little girl

She was just 7 when her whole world broke down

She was aways trying her best but nobody seemed to care

They only saw her mistakes so she gave up

She was down for a very long time only knew pain nothing more

She took the pain like she took her pills

drowned in her fears wich soon began to dissapear she saw the world for how it

Really was she hoped she could stop time for what she had done

Oh that little girl

Always trying her best but it doesn't seem to be enough

She turned 8 her favourite number nothin good happened tho she wished for a winter with snow eventually she got bullied on school she felt alone she cane home and locked herself in the bedroom to cry she didn't want anyone to see her weak then her 9th birthday came her abusive step dad and mom had a fight they screamed for a long time then finnaly it was silent she hugged her pillow tighter and kept in her tears as much as she could

She wanted to pull the trigger a long time ago yet people told her it would get better so she stayed around a little while longer but now all she can think of is where is my gun she hoped it would get better but it never was the people had lied to her and she was disgusted by how she was betrayed

She wants to hurt them all now her fate is sealed she is a monster and nothing could stop her she is only 15 her dreams all crushed she has no

Hope or love only anger and sadness

She finnaly was happe 2 years ago she had perfect friends and a good life she was finnaly seeing the good life has to bring but then corona cane and pushed her several more times hoping she would fall of the cliff this time she held on for as long as she could still she could not control her mind it's all going to pieces if she falls down she is hanging on tighter hoping and praying yet where is god when she is gonne fall then someoen down there is lookin at her hoping when she falls they could pick her up