The locked away feelings

Jin collapsed on his knees. The chapel felt like it was spinning around him. He wanted these ominous noises and voices to stop. He wanted the blinding light to disappear.

"Shui, you have to marry…else everything…over."

"Jin…you cannot die…"

"No! Why are you doing…I did everything that you…"

"Jun…is no more?"

"I failed…I failed to protect him…"

"All my fault…"

"I will expose you!"

"You won't…unscathed."

Jin heard a mix of many voices, especially Shui whose tears were loud and clear. 

"Sorry Jun…I had no choice but to…"

"I never…hurt you. Please forgive me, Jun…"

His eyelashes trembled sensing Shui's quivering voice. There was a point where he could listen to her grieving sobs which only twisted his heart.