Does she love me or feel obligated to

Last time in I was reborn in attack ok titan as a bender.

"It wasn't your fault she died, it was the fault of those titans and that why im going to kill them all"He said (A/N honest question do you think Eren would be mad at him if he knew that the reason his mom die was because a girl got sick? )

I noticed an odd steam coming from Eren, it probably my imagination there is no way a human being could produce steam like that, who do I think im fooling, I can fucking bend the element someone steaming is not something that can't happen. (A/N his memories are a mess right now remember he has Thorn and his memory mashed up into one brain so of course he will forget something)

"see ya around Eren"I said as I jump of the tree branch proceed to maneuver around in my odm gear.

'So Eren mom died when the wall fell, could I had prevented it of I was there' I thought while maneuvering myself in the air(A/N Yes and it would have been pretty easy for ya)

Now we continue where we left off

Time-skip.(2 years)

I woke up from my bed, I fell very cold and as I opened up my eyes.I saw why I was cold this whole time, from the window that I had installed in this room. I could see that it was completely white outside.

There was no grass only snow, it was as white as snow outside, heh considering it cover in snow outside it kind of logical that it is white.

I felt something tugging me on my chest and I didn't even have to look to guess what it was, I looked at what was clinging onto me, i noticed the sleeping figure of Mikasa.

She has been very clingy since that day 2 years ago, not that I'm complaining, it's just that puberty is a bitch, and her being that close to me will give my body some reaction it didn't have before.(A/N Puberty)

I can probably control myself most of the time, against a normal girl it would have been very easy, but we aren't talking about a normal girl here, we talking about Mikasa.

She had changed a lot physically over the past 2 years, I'm not the only one that changed over the years, her child-like body has grow to that of a teenager and she had way more abs than I would like to admit.

If you were to ask me how she got them, I frankly wouldn't know, even if the clothes she wear block it them most of the time, she is pretty lean if you could get a good look.

I really thought that I would have been unaffected by her, that her charm wouldn't work on me but goddam I was wrong.

Why in the hell did I think I wouldn't be affected, I'm stupid but at least I'm not dense, I can tell that she has some sort of affection for me but the thing is I don't know if her feeling is her own or the Ackerman bloodline working.

It could also be that because I saved her she developed them, but that not really love that something else, something like Stockholm syndrome, but you feel it for the person who saved you, (A/N the ackerman curse just forces them to obey you and feel obligated to protect you, not love you and the second thing you mention even if it's started like that it's no longer like that).

I slowly got out of bed before walking toward the bathroom where I took care of my daily need and dressed myself up for what I plan to do today.

Even if it was very cold outside it was relatively warm inside not warm enough that you can walk around in boxer and not get cold but it was warm enough so that you could walk around in some thin clothes and still not feel the cold.

I had 2 years to improve everything and so I did, everything in this house has been upgraded, even if the house is mostly made out of wood but that was the only material I was allowed to use to build it, beggar can't be chooser.

They say the house had to be made out of wood and I listen for one reason, it's boring listening to them talk about following the rules and if I don't, it will show blatant favoritism.

I get it jeez, but who the fuck will care, you can just say that the privileged of being the best and if they want that privilege they can work harder to dethrone me, but hey I'm not in power so who am I to judge.

I decided to go make some breakfast, I made so bacon with some eggs because that what I felt like eating today, I may make pancake tomorrow.

When I finished cooking my food. I placed it down on a plate before I realize it was a bit chilly not enough to call it cold but enough to call it annoying, im guessing that something malfunctioned and the heating is not working properly.

I put the food down to eat before I decided to look for my hoodie, made especially for moment like this, it was a black hoodie with the being of freedom in the front, it also had a writing on the front that say survey corp so I can technically use it to go to meeting.

I did scribble a lot of designs for future projects inside it, so I better find it soon.

I looked everywhere but I couldn't find it anywhere.

"I swear I had put it in here"I said looking at where I always put my hood when im done using it.

"For God sake im 15, why is he so hard to find a goddam hoodie"I said after I found nothing after looking for it for a while.

A/N do you think his worry about Mikasa love came out of nowhere or do you think his worry has good reasons?