reborn as natsu (deleted)

Pain… That is what every creature alive felt. However, for Natsu Dragneel, he can't feel a thing. It's as if what made him feel pain was destroyed. It would make sense, after everything that happened to him. His left arm was battered and crushed. It was severed, only being connected by his ligaments and his tendons. The rest of his body was filled with scars and wounds, revealing his bloody flesh. Natsu's eyes stared blankly at the ground, and all he could hear, were voices. Voices in his head, whispering and laughing. Natsu's eyes looked up at his brother. Kill me, so that you could end your suffering…" Zeref's eyes were staring straight at Natsu's as he stretched his arms wide. However, he felt confused because Natsu asked why he should kill him. "What are you talking about Natsu?" Zeref asked confusedly. "What would be the point in killing you anymore? When everyone in my family is dead?" Natsu smirked as tears slowly fell from his eyes. Zeref was shocked, he didn't expect this from his brother. "Don't you want to save the world Natsu? From me?" Zeref asked once more. "Save this world? I could care less about this rotten world… It's pointless to save something so disgusting…" Natsu said. "Natsu…" Zeref whispered sadly, feeling tears in her eyes. Natsu grabbed the bloody sword of Titania with his right hand and raised it up in the air. "You said that you were cursed by a god… So you wouldn't mind if I give you one more, right?" Natsu smirked. "Natsu please! Wake up…" Zeref weeped. However, Natsu didn't respond. His eyes were lifeless and his body was cold. Zeref cried even more, now that he realized he won't be given peace and that her brother died once more, and it was his fault. And so, Natsu Dragneel was dead. Or is he?