5 Think Big

Next day, after she wakes up, after doing her daily rituals, she decided she will start taking care of her health form now on & the first step is making a healthy breakfast according to Ayurveda ' Eat breakfast like king, eat lunch like a normal human and dinner like a beggar this is the secret of healthy life, in her previous life she normally skip breakfast because of workload and lots of the time she makes something which her in-laws like or her sister in laws children like but today she decided she will make something healthy and which chinu likes. She decided she will make cucumber paratha today, the same time she remembers Radhika also like this dish and she like it with curd & chutney, so she also makes for her, anyway she going there. After eating breakfast she tells her mother she is going to lawyer's office and she will be busy at afternoon she also tells her mother to don't work too hard, her mother sew clothes, but her mother is getting old, also her eyesight getting worse and because she sew old fashioned clothes there are not a lot customer, she decided after handling the process of divorce, she will take care of her mother & her mau and make them happy.

Aditi is somewhat conservative type person she thinks it's difficult to express love but today she wanted to tell her mother how important she is so she hug her mother and said "Mama thank u so much for everything, one day I will make you proud and please take care of yourself, your daughter have only you, mau Virat & chinu" After saying this she quickly leave to catch the bus and here Naina get stunned for a moment and then her eyes get red in this whole life she only hopes her child live happily and today she realized that her child think the same thing, she became so happy yet tear roll down from her eyes, seeing this scene Rudra also come and said to her "Nanima don't cry aren't you heard what muma says we only have each other so be happy otherwise mama and I will get sad" listening this Naina can't hold her tears and hug Rudra then she takes him inside and start playing with her. After coming here Rudra became more active and also make some friends here all day he play with friends or nanima or her mother or watch TV sometimes he practices what her mama teach her.

After getting in bus Aditi start thinking about future, in her past life she is bright student but after marriage, she doesn't get time to study but she will listen Radio all the time through radio she get a lot of knowledge, on radio, there are several shows about cooking and also some interview of famous people also her husband listenes motivational videos and read self-help books. He also tells her to read those books. Thinking about her husband she know that she also is one of the reason of their failure in relationship, at first when they get married he doesn't love her but treat her gently, at the time he also suggested to start study again and also buy her books, but after some time she get pregnant and she cant continue the study at the same time her husband get successful in business, talking about his business he first buy land which is outside the city with a low price then with his partner thy build row bungalows and sell them to high price, Raman is bright student and also ambitious after graduation he take lots of job and save money, he do this marriage only for money but he don't want to treat her badly but after getting rich, he start going to parties and start drinking.   

     On this topic they both fight. According to Aditi drinking is not good but she cant understand that this is something which he have to do for socializing also after her pregnancy she start gaining weight, her thyroid problems start and her skin became worse some new acne come and leave scars, after pregnancy, she and chinu is weak and need to spent a lot of money, she also need some time to recover but her mother in law doesn't let her rest and tell her to do housework at the same time he open new company and her sister in law & their family come to live with them and her work load increase because all of this stress they start fighting with each other, after some time they both try to avoid each other she knew that she need to loose weight but there is too much work and she has child so it is not easy, that time Adhira come in his life, she is sweet, gentle and beautiful, she doesn't know when but their affair start. Thinking about this she laughs self mockingly. She knows she can't change her mistake, but she wants to change her future.

In her last life, she is a coward, she is doubtful, that time she read about Sindhutai Sapkal, this woman is known as mother of orphan this woman is the greatest source of inspiration for Aditi, after left by her husband to die during pregnancy she gives birth to her child in semi-conscious state After that Sindhutai took to begging on the streets and railway platforms to survive. Because she feared being picked up by men at night she often spent the night at cemeteries. Such was her condition that people called her a ghost since she was seen at night in the cemeteries.

With no hope left, she walked several kilometers away to her mother's place. Her mother refused to shelter her. She had to set aside the thought of suicide and started begging on railway platforms for food. In the process, she realized that there were so many children abandoned by their parents and she adopted them as her own and started begging even more vigorously to feed them. She decided to become a mother to anyone and everyone who came across to her as an orphan. After knowing about this woman she thinks her problems are nothing.

Also, she watches one of Marie Forlo's videos in which she talked about 10 women who prove that age is just number, she like the powerful woman she also wants to do something which helps people so she decided she will work hard. Thinking about this she doesn't know when but she reaches at Radhika's office after signing the paper she takes out the lunch box she made and give it to Radhika, Radhika get surprised, Aditi also remember she now not the close friend which she is in her past life, for now, she is just her client but still, she want to give to her so she said "You are helping me a lot so I make something for you I hope you don't mind if you want you can throw it" after saying that she leave Radhika's office.

     She goes to mall she know that Radha will not throw her food also after getting the divorce paper Raman definitely block the card. After paying 30,000 inr fee for the case she still has 70,000 rupees in her hand she had to hurry and spend the money after that she go to mall and buy some clothes and toys for chinu, some sarees for her mother and aunt some shirt for Virat also she buy a new phone and some books also after that she book an appointment in beauty parlor, she also buy some dress material for her. She decided she will make clothes of these after she loose weight. After coming out of the mall, she takes a taxi & goes home but she doesn't know there is Strom waiting for her in her home.

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