Prologue - 1

I am Sirius, a 24 year old introvert. I didn't become an introvert because of social anxiety or anything depressing like that. I became an introvert because I wanted to, most of the things I liked fell in the category of introvert and that's why people call me introvert.

Even though I am an introvert that doesn't mean that I am a freeloader. I got my diploma and bachelor's degree in computer science after that I did a course in AI.

Currently I am freelancing on different websites and earning enough money to pay my rent and buy or make fresh food. Well, technically I earn more money than required to survive but a little bit of it goes into retirement funds or stocks and most of it goes into my hobbies which is the reason why I am an introvert. Light novels, manga anime, games especially online novels. 

I have a personality disorder which is called Schizoid personality disorder. According to a psychologist, this disorder makes me emotionless and distant but I didn't really care to cure it due to my bad luck.

I don't know why but from the day I was born I had faced many accidents and conditions which would lead to death but the most weird thing is I never died and always survived.

I survived cancer three times. I survived car accidents 236 times. I even survived a plane crash once. You can say my life is a mess to the point I always have to change my apartment at the very least once a year because one way or the other it gets destroyed. 

If not for the fact that I always had money to pay for the insurance, not a single person would have given me a home to stay. Heck, even my parents don't keep me in their house for more than three days in the fear that the house will be destroyed.

That's my life for you. The only interesting thing is the novels I read. I have a habit of reading everything no matter how bad the rating is or how boring the story is. Maybe because of my personality disorder I don't feel anything much like that.

"And done" I said while pressing the enter button.

There was an event going around in my favourite discord server which asks you about yourself and everything related to you.

After a bit of time everyone who read my introduction either accused me of lying or made fun of me because they didn't believe what I said was true.

I was used to this behaviour as everyone thought that even my user name was fake but it is true, my name is Sirius. My mother had a PhD in astronomy and she has given most of my siblings and me names of stars or constellations.

And what I wrote was true. I can't lie because I have no emotions, including fear. That's why I don't fear anybody except my mother. You can say that she was the only one who can draw emotions out of me.

It is currently midnight and I usually don't stay till this late but I just got so into a novel after completing my latest project that I ended up reading three hundred chapters of it in one go. The only time I stopped reading was when I went to prepare food and washroom breaks.

I walked towards the small balcony which is one of the specialities of apartments in New york. I stood there looking at the surroundings as it was absolute silence due to being midnight at least in this part of New York.

I looked towards the sky and surprisingly I saw the star I was named after. I stared at it for a few minutes until a memory resurfaced my thoughts.

' You are Sirius because no matter how far you are or how many stars appear, you will shine the brightest.' My mother's voice was calming and soothing.

'...You were wrong about that.' I suddenly thought, which even surprised me. As I said, the only person who was ever able to draw my emotions out of me was my mother.

I was thinking about my mother so deeply that I didn't even notice a light approaching me. When I finally looked up the light was so bright that I had to close my eyes but I was sure that it looked like a meteor.

Sigh....

I sighed because this was another incident which will lead to death but won't be able to kill me. I just closed my eyes as the light was becoming blinding and annoying.

"How many people will die this time ?" I voiced my question and continued.

"Well, I hardly care about that right now. I will have to move from New York City and find another place to stay. Should I just stay in Los Angeles ? No mother and sister will probably disturb me everyday. Then how about leaving the US—" I was interrupted by a sudden voice.

"What are going on about ?" The voice was beautiful and soothing.

When I heard that I finally looked around me. I was not in a hospital, more like I was not even in New York.

I was standing on a fluffy cloud. Everywhere my eyes could reach there were clouds and only clouds with a few patches of blue sky in between them. I turned around and saw the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my whole life.

The woman was only a few inches shorter than me. She had glowing and long orange hair which danced like flames. Her eyes were emerald but the pupils in her eyes were vertical like that of a wild animal. She was wearing a weird robe/gown in pure white colour with golden embroidery.

She looked at me with her emerald eyes as if she was sizing me up but somehow I felt that their was nothing that I could hide from her.

"Interesting~" She said with a smile which sent shivers down my spine.

"Sirius, right ?" She asked to which I instinctively replied :-

"Yes"

" Live for me."

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