4 Chapter 04. Desperate Feeling
"Rubbish, she's rubbish," someone shouted fearlessly.
"No, you're wrong. She's worse than rubbish. Just look, her talent doesn't even reach the spirit user title," shouted another.
Hearing that, Xiao An Na cried involuntarily. "Master, what happened? Why doesn't this crystal ball change? Is this Crystal ball broken?" asked Xiao An Na, looking at the examiner with mixed feelings.
"No, Miss. This Crystal Ball is undamaged," said the examiner.
"Then what happens? Why is it like this?"
"See! She wants to blame its crystal ball for her failure," shouted one from the crowd. But Xiao An Na didn't care about that. The girl kept her eyes on the examiner, waiting for an answer.
"Your spirit power has awakened, Miss. But your talent…"
"Why? Why my talent?" asked Xiao An Na, her eyes filled with tears again.
"It could be said that you don't have any talent, Miss. Your spirit power is even lower than low-level spirit users. Your spirit power has indeed awakened, but it cannot be cultivated, Miss. So, it's the same if I say that you don't have any talent," said the examiner explaining at length.
Like being struck by lightning, An Na's hopes collapsed in an instant.
Xiao Jun who saw this turned his face to the other side while sighing roughly, he felt ashamed to have a daughter like Xiao An Na. As for Xiao An Ni, the little girl had a faint smile on her face, and no one noticed it.
Laughter and ridicule filled the field again, all of them aimed at Xiao An Na.
"Rubbish…"
"Hey, go. What do you keep standing there for? You're just wasting your time."
"It turns out that the Sect Master only treats a Trash like a princess."
"Is this a God's curse on her? Her mother died while giving birth to her, not only that but her twin brother also experienced the same thing, "said another.
Hearing all those words, Xiao-Jun did nothing. The middle-aged man just stood there in silence. Had absolutely no intention of defending her eldest daughter.
"Master Sect, you already have Xiao An Ni. You don't have to worry if Xiao An Na doesn't have any talent. In the future, you only need to focus on Miss Xiao An Ni," said one of the elders as he turned to Xiao Jun.
The middle-aged man turned to the source of the voice then nodded, "What you said is true, Elder," he replied.
A strong wind suddenly blew, the previously clear sky turned cloudy. Black clouds filled the sky, leaving no room for the sun to shine.
Xiao An Na still stood frozen in place. Her dreams and hopes were shattered, her heart ached, a tight feeling filled her chest. Why was the world so cruel to her?
Since childhood, she was hated by everyone, including her father. And now? She doesn't have any talent? Then for what's the spirit power in her body if it doesn't bring any changes in her life? Xiao An Na hates herself. Xiao An Na was angry with herself.
"M-Miss An Na?" Liena stammered. The maid followed Xiao An Na onto the stage.
Hearing that, Xiao An Na immediately turned around, with a broken feeling she got off the stage and ran off the field. Leaving Liena without saying a word.
At the same time, very heavy rain fell accompanied by lightning and thunder that continued to strike. The wind was blowing so hard, making everyone immediately look for a safe place to take shelter. The current weather seemed to represent the sadness that Xiao An Na conveyed.
The girl ran fast without paying attention to anything. The only thing on her mind right now was that she felt that she want to disappear from this world right now.
"Miss An Na, wait for me," shouted Liena immediately following the girl. But the girl didn't care at all.
Xiao A Na continued to run, down the street that led to the sect entrance.
Her very fast movements made it Liena feel a little difficult to catch up with her. And finally, the maid lost track of Xiao An Na.
"Mom…" Xiao An Na shouted as she ran. Her tears mixed with raindrops, the whole dress she was wearing was now soaking wet.
'Mom… why did this happen to me? Why is the world so cruel to me?' Xiao An Na thought, one hand continuously hitting her chest, it hurt so much and so tight.
'You are mean, Mom. You're selfish. Why didn't you take me with you then? You're bad, you're bad,' Xiao An Na kept running while cursing her destiny.
Successfully exiting the sect, Xiao An Na did not pay attention to her steps. She continued to run aimlessly, down the path, and unknowingly entered the forest that looked very dense.
Because her feelings were so broken, the little girl didn't realize that she had been running for several hours. Her current position was already very far from the mist sect. This was the first time she had left the sect.
Running in the middle of the forest alone, Xiao An Na looked very pitiful. Her steps suddenly stopped when she found a cliff that looked very steep.
Seeing the cliff, Xiao An Na clenched her fists tightly. Bad thoughts took over her head. With slow steps and a sobbing sound, she walked toward the edge of the cliff. The mist spread as far as her eyes could see, making it difficult for anyone to see the scenery below the cliff.
"Mom, Young sister, maybe you are currently watching me from heaven. I know, maybe now you guys are trying to cheer me up from there," Xiao An Na shouted at the edge of the cliff.
"I can't bear all this, Mom. I feel like I can't live my life any longer. I miss you guys so much."
"Mom, forgive me. Looks like I'll be following you soon," she added.
In the next second, Xiao An Na jumped up and disappeared behind the cloud of fog below.
One second…
Two seconds…
Three seconds…
A black shadow shot very fast, jumping down from the top of the cliff as well. And a few moments later, his figure reappeared with a little girl in his arms. She was Xiao An Na, the girl was in a stupor.
Slowly he put the girl's body on the ground. Looking at a mist sect jade hanging from her waist, his brow furrowed.
"Young Master, why are you running so fast? We almost lost track of you," a middle-aged man's voice came from behind, followed by several grown men.
