26 Mature Person

Sia when returning home thankfully her father is not home, after coming home she quickly washes her face and changes clothes, then she also tells Chinu to get freshen up, she sees the clothes bought by Uncle, they are all nice, but only some t-shirts for children and some pants, but they do not match with each other, and for footwear, only two pairs are bought she decided to go and buy after two days, she is sure that she is gonna grounded by her father after that their housekeeper informs her that Doctor Mishra is at home, she quickly goes to the living room, she just wanted to send Doctor quickly because she can't let her father know about her injury, unfortunately after some minutes her father also come back.

       The doctor tells her that her injury is not big, but she still needed to take care, she also tells Doctor to check Chinu, Doctor checks him and tells her that he is not eaten well from some days, so he needed to eat a good diet, and there is no serious issue, Sia is really happy knowing that Chinu is still okay, in her previous life, Aditya finds him after those people break his leg, fortunately, God is very kind to her to send her back early.

Her father who is watching her happy expression don't want to ruin her mood, he wanted to question her, but seeing her happy he can't have the courage to ask the question after Doctor goes Sia look towards her father who is watching her silently she knows that her father will not ask a question to her so she tells chinu to tell the kitchen aunty to bring coffee and snacks for her and her father and milk and biscuits for him.

    She already tells the aunty, if chinu come in the kitchen after her baba come then keep him engage in talking, she also tells her to show plants and other things in the garden so she knows he will not come back early after chinu go she quickly ask father that if Umesh uncle tells him about chinu's background on which he said Yes, but after a pause, he ask her is she wanted to live with that child on which Sia nodded.

"Sia I know you lost your child, but bringing a child back home was not an option, and being a mom is difficult, and you can't leave him like a pet after some years, I love you, Sia, because you are my child, and I can also tolerate your mistakes, but if it other people's child I might not tolerate that," Udhav said in one breath, he thinks Sia will get angry on him, he knows that Sia is not a very patient person, and caring for a little child is not so easy, and that child is already suffered if Sia first show him hope and then leave him, then this is too bad for him. So he reminded her, he will let her get angry with him.

"baba,I know this and he already suffer the things he destined to suffer, what more his parents love him, so he can't accept other person as his parents as easily so I will protect him as Guardian, this way even in future I will not with him, he will be not feel wronged, what more we have money we can keep money for his future" Sia know that for other people she is still the young miss who is very proud and somewhat not so much paintet what more her temper is well known, people must think that this is her impulsive decision, but she think about this after her rebirth, indeed it is impulsive feeling, but what she sees in her previous life made her wise, we have very little life, we think that we have lot of time but that is lie, she even though have chichi is not sure about her future, she can't help many people, but she can help those who are near her, in her previous life she never believe in God, but get the greatest proof of him by getting rebirth, maybe it is not God, but all over she learn one thing, if you can't solve the problem in front of you, try to help others solve their problem, who knows you might find solution of your problem.

  God doesn't sit in the clouds, but he stays inside us, not only inside us, he is everywhere in the sky, in the river, in the trees, he is with everyone, with humans, with animals, with insects and even with bacteria, the earth is not only for human, and God is not only reversed for us.

She decided that if God wanted to give her chance, then she will try to give this chance to everyone, after all once she is dead, this so called body is gonna rotten, so it is based to use this for those who love you or whom you love, previously she thinks with money we can get everything, but she sees that lots of people are rich but not happy, she also wanted to know how to be happy, after all, when we are dead we can't take anything, but yup she also understands the importance of money, indeed money is not everything, but without money, we can suffer a lot, it is just we need to know our core values.

  She also learns that happy life is achieved by living a happy day, you can't say that in future you will get happy, like lots of people said that they will be starting their happy life after they got a job, or after they get into a relationship, you need to be happy in all this process, happiness is never the destination, it can't be, it is only the path, and she believes every emotion is necessary, we are humans and our emotions is our GI tag, it is our basic character, who don't have emotions is either God, or either Robot, without emotions is our life still be life?

She is everything she does, her achievements and her mistakes, her kindness and her pettiness, her anger and her forgiveness, her sorrow and her happiness, her wisdom, and her stupidity.

"What will you do if your child and Chinu get in a fight?" Udhav asks, and this question brings her out of her daze,

"hya,,, baba isn't you are thinking too far"

"answer me"

"Baba, Doctor tells me I need one and half year treatment to give birth, still it takes one year after that to baby come, Chinu is nearly five years old now and in two and half year he will 8 years old, so there are fewer chances that he will fight with my child, and from you Baba I learn that while raising a child you are not only responsible to give them food and clothes, you are also responsible to give them Sanskar, you are responsible to teach them how to act, how to think we give them our prejudice and our sadness, we see ourselves in them but that is not necessary, we need to teach them being an own person who has his or her own opinion which is not overshadowed by us right?"

"right You are mature a lot my child" Udhav is really happy listening to this, he really never teach his children anything bad, he never teach them to hate, but yup he also not teach them to suffer, he doesn't buy the philosophy of the good person, his motto is if you are good with me then I am better with you, but if you are bad I am your dad, Sia also follow this, she either directly started to beat bad peoples or let them get punished by law. But still, they need to consider other people's feeling, The Sia before her miscarriage is a somewhat eccentric person now she is more than that, she is a mature person.