1 1: Introduce

I was in love with my senior for 3 years already and planned to move on but no matter how hard I try, I never succeed.

He's such a perfect looking guy with perfect personality. He's also a genius which makes all students are head over heels for him. A lot of girls are hoping for him to notice them, but not for me cause he already did notice me.

In fact, I was one of a bunch of few peoples that close with him. He's sure have a lot of friends and contacts but people whom he really close with and can talk casually aren't that much. I feel lucky to be included in his limited list but now i'm started to questioning it again lately. Am I really lucky?

I feel bad for falling for him secretly when he trusted me so much. I also can't help but feeling jealous whenever I saw him talking and smiling with other girls. I feel like my feeling for him is getting serious that I need to stop this feeling from getting bigger ASAP.

And for conclusion, I came with an idea which is a mission to move on from him.