I Want To Live

After the results came out, Kaya and her parents were notified from the autopsy. "He was stabbed 43 times with a kitchen knife." Her parents cried their hearts out. Kaya has her head down, her tears fell down.

When they arrived back home, her mother asked Kaya, "May you please tidy up Hiro's room a bit? We will need to prepare for the funeral, please try to find something he really admired so we can use for the funeral." She nods her head then goes to his room. Her heart was broken, she didn't want to talk to anyone at all. She glances over to his desk where she placed his phone at.

Curious, she locks the door and finds earphones to listen to the record her brother did before his death.

"You really thought I was going to let you escape? Just because your dumb a$$ sister came to protect you and hit me, did that mean I was going to ever leave you alone??"

"Dude just kill him, this depressed and stupid autistic animal doesn't need a life to live anyways!"

"Hahahaha! A boy who never knows how to shut his mouth up surely does need to learn a lesson!"

"Please leave me alone..I never done anything to you three.."

"Aw look, he's crying like a little b**** would!"

"I don't know why your family still accepts someone like you, dumb and mentally ill. They should've just put you down."

"Oh s**t dude you brought a knife?!"

"Kill this idiot!! He ruins our reputation at school! He don't need to live anymore!"

"No..n-no! Please! Please! Leave me alone for once! Please I didn't do anything at all!"

"Hahahaha! Look at him repeating the dumb words he just said earlier!"

"Today, is your last day."

*muffled screams and sounds of the knife penetrating through the body*

Kaya immediately takes off the earphones and breaks down. She screams her heart out, "HIRO!!!" and hardly hits the wooden tiled floor. Her parents can hear her screams and hits, they sadly look at the closed door and cries.

She comes out the room, her tears filled with anger and hatred. Her parents watches her as she walks into the kitchen. Kaya grabs a knife and walks over to the front door to leave. Quickly, her father runs and grabs her. "What are you going to do?! Stop it!" She tries to shake her father off, "LET ME GO!! IM GOING TO KILL THOSE BOYS THAT KILLED OUR HIRO!! IM GOING TO F***ING KILL THEM ALL!!"

Her mother comes running and stops Kaya, "Please don't make the situation worse!" Her father takes the knife away from her. After they calmed Kaya down, they then all sit together in the living room, stressed and depressed after hearing what Kaya showed them on Hiro's phone. Her mother sobs in her father's arms sadly. "I will make sure this will be given to the police and have those boys arrested!" Her father angrily says.

She goes back in Hiro's room and cries on his pillow. "What is life without you..my brother??" Kaya sits up and remembers, 'his journal, where is it? What did he write down in it so far??' She searches for his journal.

As she searches through his desk, a piece of paper falls off from the inside of a book. She reaches for the paper and opens it. Her eyes widens at the first 4 words, "I want to die." She continues reading the letter.

"I want to die. I keep getting bullied at my school. I don't know these students.. but they keep telling me I shouldn't be alive still. Why? I didn't do anything to them, but they want me dead. Should I kill myself? It's too hard for me to continue on, they won't leave me alone. No one likes me. Everyone hates me."

She sighs sadly then opens the drawer to put the paper there, however his journal happens to be in there. Quickly, she pulls out the journal and flips through the pages. It was empty. When she flipped all the way to the first page, something was written on it: "I changed my mind. I want to live. I want to become happy."

"Hiro..." tears kisses her cheeks. She grabs his scissors and aggressively cuts off her long hair as her tears drops endlessly. "I think you would look really pretty with short hair sister!" She remembers his words. Then she sits in the corner and cries until her stomachs hurts and her eyes becomes red, until she couldn't handle it anymore.