I Don’t Want You Anymore

—13 years ago— "Mommy please don't leave me!" cried Sanyu. "Stay with your father, it's best like this," she hugs him. "Honey, please don't do this, take our son with you. He wouldn't survive with me..," his father spoke out. "He's YOUR son to take care of. And don't talk to me anymore. I don't talk to bastards who cheats on their wives!" She yells angrily as she curls her hands into a ball. Sanyu cries at the scene of his parents fighting each other.

His mother then walks over to him, "I don't want you anymore, so stay with your father." She leaves the house and slams the door. "Mommy!!! Mommy come back!!" Sanyu desperately cries for her. His father hugs him, "I'm sorry it turned out to be like this Sanyu.."

— 9 years later— "Dad please stop drinking, it's not going to help anything," Sanyu worries. "Shut up Sanyu. Go to your room," he aggressively speaks back. Sanyu grabs the beer bottle away from his father, "I said stop drinking dad. Please, it isn't good for your health." His father threw an empty beer bottle, it shatters onto the floor, "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW?! I go through so much shit because of YOU! 8 years ago your mother left you to me! Why didn't she just fucking take you?! I never wanted you anyways!" Sanyu looked at the ground and held his tears back, "You both don't want me.. why?"

"Why?" His father laughs. "Because you were the main reason why our lives got fucked up. Oh how I wish you didn't existed! That way we would've still been together and had money. Literally! We used up all of our money just to raise YOU! When we ran out of money, your mother meant nothing to me anymore. She was broke, I needed money to continue on with my job, to live. And so I met a fine wealthy woman who agreed to help me live my life with money." Sanyu didn't say anything back, his tears just fell down miserably.

"But after that damn lady found out I was meeting with another woman, I lost everything, including the woman I loved! She ruined my damn life!" His father seemed psychotic. Sanyu's heart shattered into billions of pieces. He ran into his room and slammed his door shut. "I hate you!! I hate BOTH of you!!" He cries out of anger. "Go on! Hate us the rest of your life!" His father yells back.

—Present— His eyes opens, it was a bright morning. The rays of the sunlight shines on his face. He sits up and combs his hair with his fingers, "I didn't need to be reminded.. I don't like having these kinds of dreams." He gets ready for school then leaves his apartment. When Sanyu arrived at the school gate, he sees Kaya running up to him. "Wassup Pretty Boy~!! Mornin'!!" She smiles. "Sup," he replies back with a smile. They both walked to their class. Sanyu looks around and doesn't see Ayumi. He asks Kaya, "Ayumi isn't here today?" She yawns, "Nah, she's not here today. She got sick from crying too much. I heard she never even came home until late 8pm. Don't know what she was doing but yeah. You should've seen her, that girl's eyes were all puffed." Sanyu thinks about last night, "Oh. Right.."

During class, he kept looking at Ayumi's empty desk. Kaya leans over, "Do you miss her?" His eyes widened at her sudden question. "Same," she leans back to focus learning. 'I didn't even answer back..' he thought to himself. Sona pokes Yuuto's back, "Let's hang out, I want to talk to you about something if you don't mind." He turns around to look at her.