1 Ch. 0.5 What has he gone through?

There's no one could be seen on the outside anymore, despite it's early in the day, the sun could not be seen and only dark clouds in sky.

And the thunderstorm is intense. Seemed like a thypoon.

However, there's a boy lying on the ground that has some grass, facing the sky.

There's some tree in the surrounding.

He's looking in the sky, despite the rain droplets are falling straight to his eyes, he's not blinking as if he does not feel pain, coming from the impact of the falling rain droplets dropping straight to his eyes.

Even then he's not blinking, despite he is feeling the pain. Raindrops are flooding his eyes and leaking in the corner of his eyes.

Adding to the the tears that is also leaking, barely noticeable, and just seemed it's from the rain.

He's just looking the sky, that is covered by dark clouds, even in the fact that the falling raindrops in front of his eyes and the blurred vision cause by his tears and raindrops are interfering his vision and the sky he's looking is covered by dark clouds covering the blue sky.

As if everything he seeing is not darkclouds and raindrops but a countless star in night and the reason why he's not blinking because of it's beautiful sight.

everything in the surrounding sound quiet and peaceful.

except for the thunderstorm and wind is like whispering in his ears along with the trees sound being blown by strong wind, raindrops falling in it's leaf.

And the sound of thunder that came by flash under the dark clouds, and as if everything is a day when the thunder flashed, and the world is light up and even the dark cloud became white.

But it only appeared in a flash, and like how it appeared in a flash, it also disappeared in a flash.

However, strangely for the boy, all that sound seemed to add to quietness and peacefulness the boy feeling.

The young man's name is Arthur.

Arthur go outside, despite the bad weather, is because he got struck by sadness and depression.

However, sadness and depression could not be seen in his face as if he's all good.

Even in now, where he is all alone, he's still concealing his emotions, but his eyes seemed normally open, but that continuesly crying and his tears seemed unlimited, as his tears falling show no sign of stopping, but because of the raindrops that flooding in his eyes and also leaking in the same corner his tears leak in his eyes, his tears, eyes crying is barely noticeable.

Hearing the the nature sound of thunderstorm, wind blowing like whispered in his ears and the surrounding rusling tree, seemed like a beautiful song in his ears.

'I wonder if nature has emotions too?' Arthur though, people would be thinking like he's crazy if known to normal people.

'If nature's mood is hot headed like human, the weather is hot.

If the nature's mood is cool headed like human, the weather is cool.

If the nature is in the bad mood, the weather is bad.

If the nature is in good mood, the weather is good.

Something like that?'.

"Haha" Arthur could not help but laugh at his ridiculous thought.

"Sigh..." He knows he's only entertaining his self for being depressed.

With his eyes still looking the sky, Arthur smiled and sigh a heavy sigh in his nose, like exhaling.

Arthur finally closed his eyes, and rain water and tears all leaked in the corner of his eyes.

However, after the sight like exhale in his nose, Arthur is not breathing anymore.

Despite the fact that his face still show somewhat like liveliness, and the last bright smile in his handsome face, and the expression in his closed eyes, eyebrows, showed 'liveliness, pleasant face, with little bit of happiness and sadness, and relief', there's also an unexplainable expression of loneliness and being alone, he is exuding an aura of as if his the only person in the world.

Everything about him seemed alive, however, he is already lifeless after he sigh and close his eyes.

Looking at his figure down from the sky, his aura and everything about him is different.

His arua and everything about him look as if his being abandoned by the world.

Anyone who could look at him like that will feel sad, and they would though 'What has he gone through to make him afftect others by only looking at him!?'