1995 Daily Life and Impacts in Panther Part 2

Right before the end of the year, my old English teacher decided that since i refused to do homework at home, she would make me skip PE (Physical Education). This was fine since i don't like forced physical activity. Still, i also knew that this was when we had our confrontation about our differing points of view on manners. She insists that Sir and Ma'am are terms of respect, but in my non-conformist family, those are ageist insults. This time, i verbalized that when she brought me to the hall to give me swats. When the teacher still wanted to punish me for my different point of view, i handed her Ms. Lee's card and told her, "That's my lawyer; call her, Ma'am." i responded with the usual condescending tone that i naturally attached to that term. When she started spluttering and cursing, i just returned to my seat. Then, i continued writing my essay about Date R*pe. This time, i twisted the 100% male blame topic into expressing my concern about girls fantasizing about non-consensual sex, as well as the importance of expressing sexual interest either physically or verbally when you have it and verbally denying interest when you aren't interested. My teacher's grudge turned the grade to barely passing, but it didn't matter.

The other time a teacher wanted to give me swats for not doing my homework at home was writing a poem. i could never write poetry on demand, so i skipped this assignment until it was forced. In the original life and in this life i just handed in plagiarized song lyrics instead. For this life, i decided to hand in 99 names of god-White Moon Turns Red lyrics. When she objected to the sexual nature and implied r*pe in the lyrics. i had to ask if she ignored it being from the female point of view and the implied pregnancy in the lyrics. Then i explained that all the lyrics connect to a political objection towards the sexual repression from the people on the "right" who claim to be conservative but are mostly extremists.

For summer break, i will spend all the usual time with the normal people. i will also get my mom to create a bank account and help me get an ID so i can use money from "Bill" sent by Ms. Lee. i will use that money to go to concerts and buy clothes and other things. Live and No Doubt were both on Fridays, so i could have my driver take me to those concerts and then stay for Animefest after the No Doubt concert. i would skip school to go to the REM/Radiohead concert on a Tuesday. Most of my friends at this school graduated before summer break, and my f*ck buddies have moved away. Before my partners leave, they spread the rumor to the girls with small breasts or big asses that i'm the man slut for them. So, a couple of the new seniors approached me to take advantage of my preferences for both redheads and girls with small breasts.

This was my first year in marching band, but i was still too small to carry the heavy snare drum. This left me playing bass drum, so i took that advantage to play/teach drum parts from Slipknot's first album. i will still give the credit to a band with many members that i "expect" will be signed soon and release a CD in a year or two.

My new friends this year are mostly girls in my grade. They won't stay close after this year, and when the topic of sex comes up during lunch, i will disagree with the standard point of view. i will disagree with it being necessary for girls to love the first person they sleep with since most girls end up disliking or even hating the first guy for taking their virginity. i will say that it is helpful if the guy that they sleep with loves them or at least has affection for them, but it is difficult to know if someone loves you without being in their friend zone. i will instead state the importance of either a guy that prefers gentler sex (like me) or will let them control the first time. The last option is also pretty unlikely since most guys either need to feel in control or have no self-control. i will also disagree with virgins being scared of specific dick sizes since most of that fear can be countered if you just use enough foreplay and lube. However, i will note that thicker will be more difficult for the first time.

So when they ask if the restrictions are that bad, if any guys fit. i then recommend myself due to liking gentle sex, and since i'm a bit of a slut i would also have a bit more self-control if the girl wants her first time on top without being forced down. i will also admit that i'm not as suitable for sluts because i'm not aggressive enough for them unless they want to be in control instead. Soon after, Ben, one of the most attractive guys in school, joined our group. His platinum hair, pretty handwriting, and kind and easy-going manners made most girls lust after him. i don't think he even considered dating anyone before 1997, though, and even then, he may have been in the supposed "wait until marriage" camp. If he wasn't so religious, then i would have also recommended him as a potential first partner to our friends.

Outside of school, i was forced to not be indoors at home before dark, so if i wasn't staying "after school" for sex, i was out swimming in the pool or riding a bike. i also met Matthew's family; he already had 4 kids from his previous marriage. His oldest daughter, Amanda, is a tall, lanky brunette who had a crush on me. In my first life, i neither turned her down nor accepted her affection because she was too skinny during our time together for my tastes. This time, i will teach her how to match my tastes before i move to Dallas instead of after. Originally, i was more interested in the younger blond daughter. However, i now have issues with blonds due to their similar facial structures, and the way they age doesn't match my preferences. He also had two younger sons who would stay in my room when they all spent the weekends.

We would be forced to camp most of the weekends they visit, so i would spend some time cutting firewood on top of mowing the yard, taking out the trash, and feeding and watering the dogs. Mowing is a lot easier since the yard around where the trailer was changed from the steep slope up the clay hill to a slow incline to the house in an acre of field surrounded by trees.

Most of the time, when i wasn't riding around or swimming, i was hanging out with a younger girl named Tessa. She also had a crush on me, but her glasses, short curly hair, and attempts to cater to fashion instead of a suitable style put her out of my taste range. Over the next year, i will encourage her to choose clothes that suit her slightly chubby body instead of the body-tight materials dictated by the current fashion. i met her because she is friends with Matthew's nieces. Since his nieces are redheads, i would have been interested in them when they got older. However, the chubby older girl always seemed closer to lesbian than straight. The younger girl was too young for consideration (even if it was legalized) for anything other than friendship before i moved.

One of Tessa's less reliable friends tried to interest me during this year as well. Ricki is a cute girl with platinum blond and a pretty, impish smile. Originally, i wasn't receptive to moving towards anything with her because she would be in the barely illegal range by the time i was legally responsible. None of that matters in this life because she would move away before the next school year, and the law in this life keeps the barely illegal girls in the legal range. Most other guys didn't consider the ages of the girls here (seniors regularly fucked girls in 7th and 8th grade). Still, i never looked at anything less than long-term relationships in my original life. In this life, i made sure to take advantage of our only real time alone.

The girls i will choose to be with for this year are Julie and the new girl Melody. Melody is a mildly attractive girl with slightly frizzy, dirty blond hair that is shoulder length and perfect-sized breasts, but more importantly, we had chemistry. Julie is a pretty brunette with hair to her mid-back, and her breast size is just on the verge of being past my visual preference. She tends to be verbally combative. These two i talked to later in my original life, and knew they would have been okay with having fun together.

A couple of girls in our group know that they fit some of my visual preferences and let me talk them into being f*ck buddies. Sarah is a sexy redneck with short black hair that she sometimes tints. She constantly wore tight clothes that emphasized her slight bubble butt and breasts that were close to my ideal size, a slightly boyish voice, and a forceful personality. Josie is a plain yet pretty blond with long hair, my ideal breast size, and a direct personality. Lillian is another plain-looking blond with a kind and timid personality. The seniors who make themselves available fit my breast size preference and favorite hair color. Sapphire has shoulder-length, curly hair and is involved in almost every school activity, which seems emotionally draining. This is how i would explain her interest. Ruby had longer, strawberry blond hair, was popular, and had a very casual personality; i assume she reached out due to a dry spell. Originally, we didn't talk in high school but spoke a few years later.