1 Suicide

(A/N please do not read if you are not comfortable with suicide or self-harm)

I was in the bathroom showering until I heard my mum talking about me.

"Hunny, why did I give birth to that THING again?" She questioned my dad .

"I don't know baby, all I know is that it was a bad idea." Dad replied.

They have always been this way towards me...I don't know why.

I done my morning routine and wore trousers and a button-up shirt, put my glasses on and went to the door to go to school, ignoring my parents who are telling me to ditch school so I can clean up the house.

I started running since I was late.

When I arrived it was already lunch so I just went to my locker to get my things for my next lesson- I don't eat at lunch...I don't eat at all...- after getting my things someone tripped me over making me drop everything I just got out of my locker.

"Oops! Sorry, didn't see you there shortie." Said the person who made me trip.

"Leave me alone Jackson." I spoke up for the first time...it wasn't a good idea...

"Shut the fu** up you little bi**h! You're not meant to be here! What are you doing walking on earth?!" He yelled as he brutally beat me.

This was NORMAL for me...

*Time skip to after school*

I put my school things in my locker and walked home. I got home after a 45 minute walk. Then I unlocked the front door to reveal my mum drinking - my dad was at 'work' or so he says that- my mum looked at me and said:

"Your face is covered in blood...make sure to...not get the house dirty!" She said as she hiccuped. Then she went to her room while saying, "Make sure dinner is ready by the time James comes home." I nodded - they never refer to me as their daughter...I'm just their slave that doesn't deserve to live...

I walk into the bathroom and lock the door behind me.

I've had enough of this life...but...is there such thing as another chance in life?

I grab a razor.

I normally don't cut deep.

But I have had enough of life, I want to die.

I cut my arm really deep on top of one of my scars and blood starts gushing out. After about a minuet I blacked out and fell onto the bathroom floor hitting my head on the side of the bathtub.

*A/N POV*

Your dad comes home and tries to open the bathroom door but it was locked.

      "Hunny, is that you?" He questioned loudly.

      "No, I'm in our room, why?" Your mum asked/yelled from upstairs.

      "Oh It's nothing. MEGAN! OPEN THE FU**ING DOOR YOU IDIOT! I'M GOING TO PISS MYSELF!" He yelled at the door, but no reply. "This girl is so dead when I get this door open." He mumbled to himself, and with that he kicked the door open only to reveal your lifeless body laying in a huge puddle of semi-dried blood...

How long have you been in there?...on your own...bleeding to death.

Your dad's eyes widen at the sight of your blood.

      "AHH! WTF?!" He yelled causing your mum to run downstairs.

      "Whats wrong hunny?!" She asked worriedly.

      "Its Megan, she killed herself...AND GOT BLOOD ON OUR EXPENSIVE BATHROOM TILES!" He yelled in anger...I know, it's so heartless and inhuman that you don't want to believe that there are people like this among us.

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