Relinquish of the past

Hello readers, Thank you for reading this novel, and sorry for the poor update. I have tons of work pending in my subjects and am preparing for my finals these next 3 weeks. Thank you for understanding. But I will try to update this novel if I somehow manage to have some spare time.

I have also changed the persona name which is Kid Raikou to Chibi Raikou, Cautious Raikou to Black Prince Raikou, and Raikou(the main persona) to Joker Raikou inside his mental mind. the reason is after the chapter content on trivia notice below

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Day 6( If you already watch the anime you can skip until day 8-10)

Raikou was in a good mood after what happened yesterday but he was having an internal struggle in his choice of rescuing all of them to help Mifuyu and Tamaki or let them experience hell.

Chibi Raikou: Nee isn't better for us to just let it go?

Black Prince Raikou: 'But it will change the future and we can't predict it like the last time if there is any drastic change like the last time.'

Joker Raikou: 'I've been thinking for a while now if we won't change everyone's future. What does our new life represent? Just a repeat of the past? Doesn't that make you frustrated knowing everything and doing everything to keep it the right but nobody there to praise you?'

Black Prince Raikou: 'So everything that we did up to this point was useless? We agreed to keep everyone happy, to fix everyone's problem and we have to endure even if no one knows what we've done.'

Joker Raikou's put his hand on Black Prince Raikou shoulders and said

Joker Raikou: 'No, It's not useless but if we base all our actions on our past. That means we're stuck in the past and can't look toward the future.'

Black Prince Raikou angrily waves his hand to brush Raikou's hand and grab his collar and said

Black Prince Raikou: Be logical! What if anything happens if we don't follow the past!? We can just follow the past and live a happy life without any difficulties!

Joker Raikou smiled at Black Prince Raikou: remarks in an apologetic manner and said

Raikou: 'Is that what you really want? Living a life based on a predetermined outcome? Then what's the use of a new life if all you did was repeat everything but just in a nice ending? Can you thoroughly call that a life? Are you willing to be a slave of the past? You know we can't really control everything and just by existing or doing a small thing we already alter our present and why not just enjoy life and do everything we can to make them happy without sacrificing ourselves. And sometimes in life what thoroughly makes the people around you happy is your happiness itself.'

Black Prince Raikou was lost and knelt and started to cry and said

Black Prince Raikou: 'Hey, Our happiness, can it thoroughly make them happy?'

Raikou hugged himself(Cautious Raikou), smiled, and said

Raikou: ' Of course, who doesn't want his loved ones to be happy '

Chibi Raikou: 'Hey, let me join. let me join. I want to be happy with everyone too!'

Raikou sort out his past and present and started to go see what's Kazuki's been doing

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Kazuki's situation is getting better, Almost everyone accepts her leadership, and without noticing everyone is relying on her knowledge to survive. They even forgot about Raikou, Mifuyu, and Tamaki because all their energy is focused on surviving, and even the frequent theft is apparently occurring because of the lack of food and it's all thanks to Kazuki's effort to keep them together.

Meanwhile, President Chiaki's situation in the group is not good because of her incompetence and inferiority towards Kazuki's she is already starting to show a sign of mental breakdown like frequently occurring shouting and even sometimes physical. Although it is somehow understandable if you are in her situation, hungry, lacking spiritual support, and confidence in yourself for only a few more days, she will go crazy if nothing unexpected happens.

Seeing they're development Raikou also started to think that in Yuuji's life if they were rescued before the cannibalism incident maybe his sister life would have been different and the situation is the one to blame not the people although you can say that for the situation to happen it has to do with the people but if you can't experience it yourself maybe you won't understand their situation.

Raikou's old life was just an ordinary one but he did experience starvation at one point in his life when he was running away from home, he only had 2 dollars and to keep himself from being hungry he started to find a computer cafe to distract himself from his hunger.

He spent 3 days at the net cafe and left without paying and his 2 dollars were spent on food during the next 5 days during those 8 days of starvation he did not think of anything and would do anything to either distract himself from his hunger or steal some food.

Plus the childhood experience of Yuuji's experience only eating bread and water because of the treatment of his father amplify his decision on making them survive because the only reason Yuuji's been able to cope up with the bread and water diet is only due to his good child nature and the lack of love during his earlier years.

Day 7

Raikou's decision to call some rescue was final but thinking of the situation on his bastard father's side after this incident is making his sadistic nature resurface.

Raikou's punch the tree near him and making a clear fist mark on it and showed a sadistic yet satisfying smile and said

"Heh heh, it's finally time to get rid of that bastard. But without the extreme abuse of his alibi, I can't have strong evidence of killing him. What should I do? what should I do? Doushiyou>"

Raikou started to play with his fingers like kaneki while grinding his teeth in annoyance which developed in his old life when he was in an extreme straight of emotion.

In his metal world

Chibi Raikou was panicking and running around and screaming because of Joker Raikou's verge of exploding due to his unstable emotion.

Chibi Raikou: ' ah! ah! ah! ah! Joker is angry!'

Black Prince Raikou was also panicked because they can't control the main Raikou's in his current state and said.

Black Prince Raikou: 'Hey! Joker! Stopped! We can just find someone to clean us for us so Stopp!'

Joker Raikou instantly stop his agitated state when he heard their scream and said

"Sorry, I forgot that everything to our abilities, body, soul, and emotion is amplified because of our unique Reincarnation.'

Raikou's situation was in a dangerous state because he may go berserk depending on the outcome, It was also a rare situation because it's been a while that he was excited about something rather than love. Right now he planned to find someone on the gray side of things like an arms dealer or a mercenary to solve his problem of getting rid of the bastard in his house bastard.

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trivia on the names of Raikou's persona

CHIBI was from the compassionate, attention seeker and lonely Raikou's persona that wants to be loved. Much like Kaguya's chibi form except more on attention seeker and lonely side

Black Prince was from the King piece of chess which represents the important figure that decides the society but hardly moves like Black prince can't move but only suggests because the main was Joker Raikou and Prince because he's young.

Joker Raikou or Joker was from the word Joker meaning Jack which represent the dark side of humanity but joker instead of jack because joker or a clown is one of the things that made me laugh in my childhood and Joker was also a person that absorb information into his surrounding to enhance himself and also follow his mood all the time. Joker Raikou is also based some of his actions on his mood like leaving Satsuki because of his discontent and disappointment with her words.