losing self

walking as the wind blew south ...lost in taught never have I felt so shy in my life,I needed to get home fast I need to compose my self , this can't be me acting different without control cause of a man I just met.

my instinct kept saying I shouldn't see him again but I wanted to ...that smile,those hands,I had looked down at his manhood looks nice..wat am I thinking this is a man I knew nothing about and I was already fantasying about him...I think I need a shower and I will be fine.