there are times when i feel alone
alone to the point where i feel like no one understands me
alone to the point where i space myself out into my imagination
i space myself out so much to the point where i don't know what's real or fake
i hear this saying a lot...
"the best things happen when you're alone"
what the hell is that supposed to mean??
i have been alone for 4 years now and nothing good has come out of it
only bad things, the worse that could ever happen...
sometimes i imagine ending this eternal hell
and being alone is the only part of it...
but for some stupid reason i still have some hope left