38 academic struggles

It's me again, diary.

It's already late. Haha, I lost track of the time but thankfully Renjun was there to accompany me back to my room before taking his own leave. I kind of feel bad for always having to rely on Renjun though. He's already busy with his studies, yet here I am, being another burden and problem to him. I can't wait for my first therapy and be out of this place.

Having to spend time with Jeno and Renjun was fun. It's quite ironic to think how I was panicking earlier and now I'm feeling better. I'm turning insane, I think. But on another note, Renjun finally met Jeno! I think that was the best part from today's events. I mean, all I've been doing for the past weeks was tell Renjun how my day went while being around Jeno. They were able to know each other better. I think it was nice for Renjun to talk with someone who had more experience with the life outside. I am certain that Jeno knows the academic struggles as much as Renjun does while I don't. I do envy them, but it's not like I can do much about it. Haha! All that is left for me to do for now is to wait and hope for the best while keeping a positive mindset. Someday I'll be able to study and experience the life outside this place again.

Ah! I almost forgot about the thing Renjun told me before he left today.. I'll just try to write it down later if I remember it, I guess. Tsk, I hate my memory sometimes, it sucks.