5 Jimin: Desire

(Important: This chapter is narrated from Jimin's point of view. Please take note of the name in the title to know who the narrator is in the chapters ahead. Thank you.)

I open my eyes to see my brothers covered in a pool of deep crimson red. The last thing I remember is entering the elevator. Taehyung and Jungkook are not moving, the others are screaming in pain. The horrifying sight made my heart rate accelerate. I'm having difficulty breathing. My body aches and I keep seeing images in my head.

Sometime later, I see a shadow crawling towards me, amidst the bloody darkness and the flickering lights.

What is that? Who is that? I don't know what is real anymore.

I keep hearing a soft calm mellow voice saying, "Jimin... Jimin ... Breathe... Breathe slowly.. It's alright... Breathe..."

Just like a sharp pointed arrow, a memory pierced through my brain."You are stronger than you think. You are a fighter. Don't let the world weigh you down. You can face it all. Now, go live your dream."

Drifting thoughts, flickering shadows on the torn walls, the fatal screams;my biggest fear comes alive.

I yell ,"STOP, STOP, PLEASE DONT HURT ME. STOP PLEASE."

I see the shadow approaching my direction. I straighten my posture and face it. Something gentle and warm, touch my shoulders, and out of nowhere pins me against the wall. It was a vigorous and forceful move. Just when I was about to push the shadow away, I felt something warm touch my lips. It felt familiar... moist and tender.

This shadow, this person, was kissing me. I wanted to move away but my body froze. I lock eyes with the shadow. It seemed to resemble "her". My first love. I grab her by the waist and pull by her arms. She falls onto my chest. I lock eyes with her.

What's happening?? Am I dreaming?

My mind went completely blank. I couldn't think straight. I tilt my body towards her and I kiss her soft lips , first softly, then slowly turning up the intensity until it became aggressive.

I starved for her skin. My breathing intensified as I kissed her deeper and harder as if my life depended on it. She kept shivering yelling, " Stop".Burning desire. I couldn't control them. I couldn't stop.

The dark bloody atmosphere got transformed into a ravenous one. I lost my control completely.The eternal ache and pain that I felt all over my body from the crash, suddenly faded. This feeling of blunt desire, I've never experienced it before...

She faints onto my chest...

I hear voices outside ...

"The boys are trapped inside. We need to get them out"

"Do you think they are alive"

"I hope so"

My head feels dizzy...

I collapse onto the cracked floor....