1 Chapter 1
"As a punishment for you being a cold-hearted doctor, I'll be giving you this case. Why can't you even sympathize with the mother of the patient? Why do you have to yell at her? You and your nasty temper" Another day at work, another day I'm being scolded by my senior.
"But I'm right though, why did she helped her son escaped even though she know that he's in a dangerous state. He needs complete treatment to be able to completely recover from schizophrenia."
(Schizophrenia is a serious mental disorder in which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and extremely disordered thinking and behavior that impairs daily functioning, and can be disabling.)
"For goodness sake, you're a psychiatrist Peach. Even if you're not you should feel bad for his mother, she doesn't know what to do and she's worries about her son a lot. You need to help her." I looked at her with my annoyed expression, I think I did the right thing though.
"Tsk—anyways, for me I did the right thing. She should know what's really going on right now so that won't escape with her son again." She rolled her eyes and looked at me with disbelief.
"Whatever you're still taking this case, this one a girl" a girl? what am I going to do with her? "She's suicidal." What—I looked at her with my very beautiful shocked expression, but still though I hate suicidal patients.
"What?! Do you even know what you're doing right now? You know I hate suicidal patients and that I've trying to avoid them all the time. They're just human beings who doesn't even think about they're love ones and what they will feel once they died"
"All of us have different problems, I know she have a reason for being a suicidal one." There is no way I'll be counseling that suicidal person "Yejin Sunbae—" what the "No more buts, remember this isn't a favor this is a punishment." I touched my hair and breath in and out to calm my self down. Aish, too much stress.
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??? P.O.V.
Loud music and ladies wearing revealing clothes. Yes, this is the bar. There's too much stress that I need to handle now, well I guess it's hard being a K-POP Idol.
"Yan, let's go have fun" look at this girl, she's slowly moving her body next to mine as if we're close. "I'll pass we have to practice tomorrow at 6 am." she rolled her eyes and laugh "Come on, show me what you got." What the—She's slowly getting closer to me.
I touched her shoulders and slowly move her away from me. "What are you doing?!" I shrugged and look at her innocently. "I have to get going now, enjoy." What a who**.
I'm not a player, I literally have no interest in girls...but I'm not gay it's just they're all pushing themselves to me and it kinda feel disgusting—ouch. "I'm sorry sir but I'm in a hurry." Who's this woman.
"Move faster he can hurt anyone, I'll call 911 so just uhm do your best to find him, okay?" A psychiatrist from W.H.P. Hospital and her name is...
Peach Park
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Peach's P.O.V.
"Do you know me miss?" I looked at him from head to toe just in case I'm missing something but I already did it twice but I still can't recognize him so... "Who are you? I mean, do I have to know you?"
Who is this guy anyway? Is he patient— *gasp* maybe he's a runaway patient. "I'm Yan a kpop idol" Ohhhh a kpop idol he must be very famous, considering a lot of people is looking at him right now.
"Ohh, I see. Anyways, did I ruined you clothes or anything? If not, I need to go now. I'm sorry if I do not recognize you, I don't watch television nowada—"
"We found him"
"Let go, let go, you guys are monsters. I don't want to go back there, I'm never going back there. I don't like it there please don't make me go back there, I'll take my medicines please don't." Aish this Ajhussi.
"Sedate him and bring him back to the hospital, what are you guys even doing? I was out for a while to get water and when I got back I need to chase another person again? Are you guys even paying attention to your patients?! This is really driving me crazy, hurry up now we need to do our rounds to check up on the other patients."
I was about to leave when someone hold my wrist. "I'm sorry to interrupt but can I have your number?" Who's this guy again? Zan?San?Han? Ahhh Yan. "I'm pretty sure I didn't ruined your clothes or anything, so we have to reasons to keep in touch."
He's kind of annoying, anyways this patient is really. He's been trying to escape the hospital since day one and now this? Seriously though and we're at a bar right now with so many people, what a pain in the ass. "Now that he calmed down, let him rest. Did you already called her gurdian?"
"Yes doc they know that he escaped." It's a good thing that they know but—"How about right now? Do they know that we already catched him" This intern really aishhhh.
"We—we will call them right now. Doc, please calm down. We're sorry, Doc hehehe" I just rolled my eyes and looked at them with disappointment. "I ALREADY TOLD YOU GUYS THAT IT'S IMPORTANT TO TELL THE PATIENT'S GUARDIAN FIRST OR ELSE THEY WILL BE WORRIED SICK AND WILL GO HYSTERICAL ALL OF A SUDDEN, CALL THEM RIGHT NOW!!!"
"y-yes doc" and now they're finally doing what they need to do. "Hello??? Mrs. Son? We already found your son. You guys don't have to worry anymore we're already heading to the hospital so that we can make him rest." This kids really.
Looking at this patients makes me feel sad right now, I feel like I need to be in a hospital just like them. I'm someone who lost a whole year memories, from when I was 8-9 years old. I don't know who my parents are but luckily, I have my adoptive parents with me.
I was 9 back then when an ajhuma was waiting for me to wake up. Then she told me that from that day I'm going to be her child, that's when a new me was born. Peach Park, that's the name she gave me and I like it a lot. I was happy that I have them but knowing that a piece of my memory has fallen. I've always wondered, who am I? Who's my parents? Where did I came from?
All I remember was someone who is hanging on the wall, a suicidal person but I couldn't figure out who it was. No matter how hard I tried to remember I cannot remember who she is and what type of role she have on my life.
Currently she's just someone who's a reason why I hated suicidal people all my life. Who is she? What type of woman is she? Is she my mom? What type of role do you have? I tried seeking answers to all of that questions but I can't seem to find the answers. Why did she died? Why did she hang her self up? I don't know. All that I know is I hated that type of personality up until now.
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Yan's P.O.V.
She really just my style, I mean a cool woman who's hard to get. She's so attractive, they way she's so fearless. She doesn't even care that a K-POP Idol just asked he number.
"Yan, you're in the club again? Can you stop getting us on trouble your image is so bad right now, all of them think your a playboy and anything. What are you even doing there? I know you're not interested in girls—"
"I think I like someone"
Our company's CEO is shocked, there's nothing new with it anyways. You know how CEO's hate their trainees being on a scandal but this guy right here is totally different, he keeps on pushing me to girls who will bring me good image. He even told me to just quit kpop and just get married.
"So—wait—So you're telling me someone finally got your attention, who is she? You should make a move on her before someone take her away, I'll help you." See he doesn't even care if I get some scandal shits, well paparazzi/discatch already gave up on me.
"I was at the bar earlier right? There's this woman who bump into me, at first I thought it was intended but it's not. When I asked her if she know me, she told me she don't watch the television nowadays."
"Maybe she's lying? who knows what's on a girl's mind?" this old guy is teasing me again "She's not, She's a psychiatrist and she was chasing after the patient so it's impossible but you know old man she's very cool" ehhh??? this old fossil just smirked.
"So you just experienced falling in love at first sight?" I just sat there with no answers, I mean how can a person like me fall for a person on our first meeting? I'm not even interested in other gi—but whenever I think of her she's just so cool...
"I'm pretty sure I didn't ruined your clothes or anything, so we have to reasons to keep in touch."
"Ehehe, she's so cool" This old Ajhussi is looking at me as if I'm someone who's really weird—wait did he heard what I just said?! What the this old fossil really "I-I don't like her, I really don't she's just—" what's this weird look?! "Aigooo, you like her that much? "Ehehe, she's so cool" Now I know why you don't like falling in love, you're a total weirdo.
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Peach's P.O.V.
"So? Why did you do that? Why did you did all those suicide shits?" He looked at me as if the world abandoned him already, what does he even know he's just a 19 year old kid.
"Doctor have you ever want to just feel no pain? Even if you twist your bones you won't feel it" Who doesn't want that? "Of course" He looked at me and smirked "I'm someone who's like that, I'm a CIPA patient." CIPA? Those who doesn't feel pain?
(Congenital insensitivity to pain with anhidrosis (CIPA) is a rare autosomal recessive disorder of the nervous system which prevents the feeling of pain or temperature, and prevents a person from sweating. Cognitive disorders are commonly coincident.)
"CIPA? So you can't feel pain?" he then nodded. "Don't wish for it, I can feel pain but I can't also feel temperature. Unlike you guys I don't even know what my mom's hands feels like, how warm it is and how does it feel to feel that kind of thing."
"I can't feel pain but I'll probably die because of an infection, I can't feel what's wrong with me so even if I throw up blood and ask me where it hurts I won't be able to say anything. If I ever have a fever I won't even figure it out, I'm not hurting physically but I'm hurt here" He pointed at his heart and for the first time I sympathize with my patient.
He must've curious, "I wonder how it feels to be hug by mom" "How warm is her hands whenever she's holding me" these are probably the questions he keeps on asking himself everyday, but as the one up there is way too cruel he gave him something that he can never answer.
I'm afraid I'm just like him, someone who have a lot of questions but wil never be able to answer at least one if that.
"If you can't feel it physically, can't you just feel how warm you mom is using your heart? Can't you feel it? She loves you a lot so stop doing this, do you think she'll be happy if you're gone? You can't feel her warm right now? Then what about after you're gone? You'll never feel her anymore, she won't be able to hold you, hug you and take care of you, so please... don't do this stupid decision again."
"Doctor Park it's just—It's just"
"It's okay, stop crying right now okay? I'll call your mom so talk to her right now, always remember what I say okay? Once you're much better I can discharge you right away, just please please listen to us. This is for your mom." He smiled and that's when I know he'll make it, he still have a chance.
"DOCTOR PARKKKK!!! PEACH PEACH, PEACH PARRKKKKK, STOP RIGHT THERE" aish how annoying I was trying to run away as fast as possible. "This is a new case the director ask me to give this one to you because he thinks you're the perfect one for it."
"What type of thing it is this time?"
"Multiple Personality Disorder" I'm dead.
