13 How Awkward Do You Want It?

There was silence. A very long silence.

Keith stared at me like he was looking at a crazy woman, his eyes were asking if I'm serious or not. I stared back, blinking at him, saying nothing, and just sat there looking pretty determined. After a while, he pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed.

"What the fvck..." He muttered under his breath.

My cheeks turned red in embarrassment. Now I feel incredulous and started questioning myself if I'm still sane.

I'm starting to regret saying that now.

"Are you on drugs?" He inquired and roamed his eyes over me, squinting here and there.

"What? No!" I digressed.

"Then maybe you've gone senile." He continued.

My lips pursed in annoyance and glared at him.

"I'm perfectly healthy, thank you very much."

Keith looked at me again and one of his brows shot up.

"Then you were being serious." He stated.

"Yes. I am actually being serious."

There was silence again. We both sat there measuring each other up.

I don't know what to feel. Do I hit myself because of my stupid introduction, or do I hide because of embarrassment, or maybe laugh at his reaction.

I choose neither. Instead, I grasped his hand, wide-eyed and desperate.

"What I mean is, uhh will you have sex with me? Until I get pregnant?" I said.

I'm doing this for my mom, and me. I feel weird because it felt like I'm selling myself like a prostitute. But fvck that! I have hidden agendas.

Never would I ever imagine doing an equally crazy thing like proposing to a man to have sex with me like I was just offering a freaking candy.

His mouth opened and close like he can't believe what he's hearing. I won't take it back though, I had thought about this for the whole night and really sure about this. There's no turning back now...

Well you know, he's mine already, I was just taking things further.

"Wha--"

"Look, just listen to me," I said, interrupting whatever he was going to say and look at him fiercely.

"I need to get pregnant, I badly need to. You're the only man I could think of for being my sperm donor. You have good genes, I need those genes. We..." I was biting my lip, hesitant to say the words.

"We could do it just until I get pregnant and uhm... Oh my God, this is awkward." I whispered and grasped my forehead. "In return, you'll have 20 percent of my stock shares, that's half of what I own. Deal?"

I was rattling on and on while my eyes kept swerving, looking anywhere but him.

I was mortified!

The great Wynter McIver just proposed sex to Keith Nagasaki.

"You're not gonna lose out. You'll own half of what I have. I know that for you, my company is next to dust but McIver Holdings is a notcher in the business world. You'll be invincible. More invincible, at least." I coaxed him with a determined voice.

I don't know if he's still going to decline. I mean, I'm betting half of my assets here. It was already too much compared to my request but I'm damn desperate.

I'm willing to take risks.

Moreover, given the fact that he's an invincible wall already, I don't have to fear that I'll be backstabbed. Just as I've said, McIver Holdings is nothing next to his.

"Wynter..." He uttered in a small voice.

Just looking at his face I already know that I'm not going to like what he's going to say.

Before he could say anything, I beat him to it.

"I know you want me, Keith, I can see it in your eyes." I deadpanned as I leaned closer.

His eyes turned dark and predatory but I could tell that he's restraining himself.

"No. I don't." He stated firmly.

Chuckling lowly at his denial, I moved around his desk so that we would face each other without any barriers.

I watched his face as I pushed him till he's leaning back in his seat. It was the same for him. He was observing like he was waiting for what would I do next.

Trailing my hands through the expanse of his well-toned pectorals, I meet his eyes and whispered.

"From the first time I saw you, I have wanted you then and there. I wanted to strip off your carefully tailored clothes, little by little." I careened and bit his ear.

The temperature in the room rose to degrees, electricity sizzled in the air and I watched his eyes dilate as I trailed my hands lower. I sat astride him and leaned in closer, our nose was touching and I could already taste his minty breath.

"You smell like tictac..." I mumbled. Inhaling his intoxicating breath. I inwardly cringed. Seriously? That's what I just said?

"Wynter." He whispered dangerously and I felt something hot and wet slithered in between my legs. Fvck. But my name sounded so erotic on his lips...

"Yeah?" I moaned out as my lips touched his clenching jaw. The smoothness of my lips is in contrast with his rough stubbles. Needing to get closer, I kissed my way from the corner of his mouth to his ear.

He became rigid underneath me which made me smile. I could practically feel his arousal against my belly.

"Even if you kept denying it, your body speaks the truth. You want me..." Licking his earlobe, I added. "So...bad." And then I bit it.

I heard him groan softly, and it made me feel hot. Hearing him groan like that made my insides churn.

"Say yes..." I rasped.

I separated my upper body from him but I was still sitting over his lap, watching him.

God, He's beautiful...

I saw how his nose flared. His eyes burned with unfathomable desire, desire for me. I watched in heavy-lidded eyes as he struggled for restraint. His chest heaving up and down in anticipation.

I leaned closer and capture his lower lip, sucking it between mine before I bit down on it, rewarding me with his groan.

"Say..." I licked the length of his jaw-- "yes..." then licked the insides of his earlobe.

Just as I did that, an animalistic growl left his lips before I was pulled closer to him. His right arm snaked around my back and the other pulled the back of my neck, bringing my body closer to his.

"Fine. Let's fvck." He growled before slamming his lips on mine.

I melted in his embrace. Loving the way his soft lips danced with mine. He pulled me closer as if we're not close enough. He then grabbed my ponytail before yanking it off, throwing it somewhere, but I didn't give a shit about that anymore.

Squeezing my eyes shut, I savored him.

He yanked my hair backward and I moaned at his roughness. He then snaked his tongue at the seams of my lips, seeking entrance. I opened my mouth for him, his tongue darted inside playing with mine.

I matched his pace. He kissed me like a starving man in a desert and I was his oasis. I kissed him back with equal fervor, shoving myself closer to his body.

He devoured my mouth, and I devoured him in return. Fighting for dominance, our tongue lashed-- twisting, jarring, laving...

He tightened his hold on my hair as our kiss deepened. Just then, he suddenly bit my tongue that caused me to moan out loud.

I sank my fingers in his silky strands as I shamelessly ground myself on him. My ringing ears caught his groan, his chest vibrating as he does so.

Our mouths parted for a split second for air before we fused it again. He then stood up, bringing me with him as he laid me down on his desk. I even heard things falling off when he swiped everything off the table. Neither of us could care less though...

His mouth left mine and it trailed kisses down my neck, his lips sucking and biting my flesh. I moaned and squirmed under him, arching my back to make contact with his shirt clad body.

I need more...

Oh God, I want him. So fvcking bad...

His hands roamed all over my body. From my leg, up to my waist, before it stopped over my bre-st. He cupped both and kneaded it. Pleasure gripped me so hard I sure as hell was ready to combust.

His mouth moved down to the valley of my bosoms, suckling the exposed flesh and leaving marks on its wake.

"Keith..." I groaned, wanting more. Needing more.

He massaged my left bre-st as a response before removing his mouth from mine and stared down at me.

His eyes held fire. The unmistakable lust shimmered in those onyx eyes of him. Our ragged breathing and the pounding of my heart are the only things I could hear despite the ringing in my ears.

"Yes. I want you. I want to fvck you so hard you'll forget your fvcking name. I'll make you scream so loud, your throat will turn raw. I'll make you beg, I'll make you cry in pleasure... I'll fvck you till you're sore and you won't be walking for weeks..." He rasped and my head spun at his words.

If it's possible enough, I could feel my wetness through my jeans. Fvck, I'm so fvcking wet...

"In other words Wynter..." he whispered as he nuzzled my ear. "I'm going to mark you mine." He added before he licked the length of my neck and completely removed himself from me.

"Go before I fvck you in here..." He said as he stood meters away from me.

I sat down on his desk and looked at him. My mind was fuzzy, still disoriented.

"What?"

He raked his fingers through his slightly disheveled hair, thanks to me...

"Go now Wynter, my dad will be here in a minute to discuss matters with me. We don't want to be caught in a compromising situation, aren't we?" He remarked while staring at me with intense eyes.

I shuddered at his lustful stare.

"B-but--"

"No buts. We'll continue this some other time. Go."

After calming myself down, I nodded at him. I stood up from his desk and fixed myself. I looked like I ran a marathon...

I cast a glance at the contract that was lying flat on the floor and picked it up, setting it on his table. I turned to look at him and I saw him watching me.

"Read the contract and sign it." I breathed out before crossing the distance between us.

"Goodbye Keith..." I whispered before I pulled him on a chaste kiss. "For now..." I added breathlessly before I strutted off his office.