12 Why?

After the press conference, at Huang Ru Shi's apartment.

"Give me your phone," said Guang Yi.

Huang Ru Shi gritted her teeth. She wanted to fight back, but she knew, she knew that she couldn't do anything. She felt powerless and hopeless. She took out her phone from her handbag and passed her phone to him.

Guang Yi took the phone as he checked her phone, looking for any sign of betrayal again. Huang Ru Shi looked at him silently for a while.

"I did what you told me and in return don't touch my family," said Huang Ru Shi as she glared at the so-called-manager in front of her.

"Huh! As long as you're obedient as you are right now, rest assured, we won't touch your family. Be grateful that the boss and those two men like you, if not, you're already dead! Oh, and I will be taking this phone with me." replied Guang Yi sternly as he walked out from her apartment with the door slammed shut.

Huang Ru Shi couldn't control herself anymore as tears that she held back, falling on her cheeks. She then vents her anger by throwing the things that within her reach.

"Bastard! Bastard! F*ck!" shouted Huang Ru Shi.

"I wish I could f*cking kill you! A f*cking disgusting human being!"

"Why?!" shouted Huang Ru Shi again as she slowly fell on her knees as she cried miserably.

"Oh God! Why? Why? Why do I have to suffer? Is it because I cut my ties with my family? Is it because of that? If so, I want to beg for forgiveness.., I'm sorry.., mom.., dad..," cried Huang Ru Shi.

The event that happened to her that night came back, she feels dirty. She was disgusted with herself. She could still feel the hands that touched her everywhere. She could still feel the lips that kissed her body. The torture that she had to go through that night. She could still feel it.

Flashback,

As usual, being an idol and a party type of person, Huang Ru Shi goes to the club with her best friend.

She goes there with her friend to take a break from her work.

Even though Huang Ru Shi was a celebrity, she doesn't have many friends. She only has one friend. And she trusted this person the most since they knew each other since they were kids.

"Hey Ru, you should try this new drink. Its a bit strong but it tastes really good." said her friend.

"It's fine. I don't want to drink today. I drive." said Huang Ru Shi.

"Aww! Come on! Only one drink! I promise, with your alcohol tolerance, you could still drive." urged her friend as she shoves the drink onto her hand.

She sighed as she smiled lightly at her friend.

"Fine. But if I get drunk. You would pay the consequences." joked Huang Ru Shi as she drank the drink, but she missed the evil smirked on her friend's face.

"That's more like it! Come! Let's have fun!" said her friend as she dragged Huang Ru Shi to the dance floor.

Huang Ru Shi dances crazily without any restraint. She was also oblivious with her surroundings. Men looking at her as she was a piece of meat.

Not far from where she was, there was a VIP boot. There are two young men wearing something casual, but if you looked at the clothes that they wore, they were someone from a rich family.

The two were watching Huang Ru Shi lustfully. They watched her as she sways her hips sexily while dancing.

Not so long of after, a woman that wore a tight short black dress walked towards them. The woman was a so-called-best-friend of Huang Ru Shi.

"It's over. She's drunk and she's yours." said the woman as she casually seated beside the man that wore a black button-up shirt and poured herself some drink.

"You're ruthless." smirked the man beside her.

"Hah! If I'm ruthless than what are you?" said the woman as she rolled her eyes and drank her drink.

"Alright, alright. I can't wait anymore. We will be going now." said the man sitting opposite her.

Both of them stood up and walked away.

The woman that left alone suddenly smirked. Huang Ru Shi, soon enough, you would be completely destroyed, thought her as she continued drinking.

Huang Ru Shi still doesn't know anything. First, she was dancing crazily. Second, two guys came to her and started to dance with her. Third, they lead her out of the club, telling her that she's drunk and both of them would help send her back home but she rejected.

"No, it's fine-" before she could finish her words, she vomited.

After done puking, she felt dizzy. She can't think straight. She was confused. She gave a high tolerance of alcohol, even if it's the strongest one she could still stably walk but now? She can't even walk straight.

"Woah, Woah! Careful!" one of the guys catch her before she could fell to the ground.

"Are you okay? You seem to be really drunk. Let us drive you home. Don't worry. We aren't the bad guys." said one of them.

She doesn't know why she nodded her head. She doesn't know why she trusted these guys.

"Good. Let's go to your car." said one of the man.

She missed the evil smiled that appeared on the two men faces.

The start of her worst nightmare.

End of the flashback,

Remembering the horrible memories, she couldn't help herself but scratch her skin. Every day she would be woke up from her nightmare. She washed herself every day, but she could still feel that she was dirty.

"Why?!" shouted, Huang Ru Shi.

She doesn't know what to do anymore. She wanted to kill herself. But she couldn't do that. Before she died, she wanted to meet her parents. To ask for forgiveness and told them that deep down she missed and loved both of them.

"Please.., please.., someone.., help me..," cried Huang Ru Shi in despair as she clutches on to her chest.