shame

Next thing that comes to my phone is a text from my best friend Jennifer or should I say, my ex-best friend. It hurts when one or more events could change how you see someone going from friends to ex-friend it's sad but that's the world we live in. she sends a voice recording of her and my ex-best friend or I should say boyfriend of them making out and flirting. A teardrop from my eyes and I hate my self for dropping tears for the people who don't deserve it. I decided I went to Jennifer and the first thing I did was slapped her and left, it feels good. Makes me feel like I have started to breathe again.