44 Authors note :)

Sooo... this is it. My book is over and oh my god I CANT BELIEVE IT.

I dreamed of finishing a book for so long but I never got to the end, always stopped after a few chaps. But now I did it, I DID IT. okay Nina we got it calm down.

However,

I hope you guys liked my story and had the same emotions that I had while writing. These past five months showed me how much I love writing, I know it's not as good to become an actual author but I enjoyed it and like a wise man once said 'If you're happy doing what you're doing then nobody can tell you you're not successful' right?

I have no idea how many people will be reading this or what they think of my story. And what you associate with it or if you even do. I don't know I it was your first Larry fanfic *hopefully not* But I want to thank everyone so much for reading, commenting or even voting. You have no idea how much this means to me, honestly. I love reading what you think about each chap or what different phrases remind you of.

I also want to thank a friend of mine for always helping me with brainstorming for new chap ideas or taking my late-night calls when I needed someone to check on my new chap and stuff like that. I probably wouldn't be at this point without K so fanks luv:)

However I even got to that plotline. I mean like, what was I thinking? How much do you want to hurt them? Me yes. I have probably read too many fanfictions hahaha. But even though the plot is pretty rough this book has helped me in many ways. As weird as it may sound it did.

Every good or thing that happens in my life while this story I always sorta put it in there. And I realised that just a few hours ago when I was finally done editing. With every chap that I read, I travel back in time to the exact situation I was in when I wrote that specific chap. And I must say, I love it. This is why I love this book so much.

I think it's all said *wiping a tear away*

I hope I could reach out to your emotions too, or was I the only one crying a couple of times??

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My writing playlist:

-Sleeping at last~Turning page/ Touch/ Saturn/ Fear/ Already gone

-lost without you~freaya ridings

-Coldplay~shiver/ Yellow/ Sparks/ don't panic/ Fix you/ Shiver/ Gravity// actually three albums

-Deep End~Birdy

-Ed sheeran~ Thinking out loud/ Photograph/ happier

-Us the duo~ Already mine

-Ashe FINNEAS~Till Forever falls apart

-Tom rosenthal~ It's ok

-LABRINTH~ Jealous

-Mumford and sons~ Little lion man/ I will wait

-One Direction~ If I could fly/ Moments/ Home

-Shane Harper~Lets take the world tonight

-Strays Don't sleep~ For blue skies

-Tom odell~Heal/ Another love

-Niall Horan~ Flicker/ still/ waisted/ This town

-You Me at Six~ Take on the world

And a lot more. Let me say its easier to write with slow music hahaha

Nina x