192 Going to School

It was...quite the odd experience trying to put on a bra, but after struggling in front of the full body mirror placed beside the wardrobe cabinet with my back turned, I was finally able to succeed. Putting on a bra was the challenging part of dressing as a girl, and after that, everything was more or less self-explanatory.

I buttoned up my long sleeve blouse and then switched to the beige cardigan that I wore over it, buttoning that up. Then came the second most challenging part of wearing the girl's uniform: the ribbon. It's a part that's often neglected, one that I never noticed. One thing is, it's often rude to stare at a girl's chest so I've never truly noticed what the girls' ribbon was like.

With a sigh, I decided to skip over the ribbon for now and just finish getting dressed. I reached my hand for the skirt and stepped into the skirt before pulling it up to my waist. Then, I pulled the zippers up to secure it. I frowned as I looked into the full body mirror, not sure whether or not I would be able to stay warm in the cold weather outside exposing so much of my legs. Even when I've slipped on the black, high-knee socks, it still did not appear to be enough. In addition, walking while wearing skirts is just...an awful feeling. It's as if I'm constantly being exposed to the world or something like that.

I'll just have to take things one step at a time, I told myself.

Then, I returned to the washroom to finish with my usual morning routine. In the washroom, I self-instinctively reached for my old toothbrush, neglecting the additional toothbrush that I could've sworn did not exist the day before. Oh well, it's not like I'm using anyone else's toothbrush anyways.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face with the cold water, I suddenly had a strong urge to urinate. Unlike when I was still in a male body, this urge was...stronger. I realized that it's much more difficult trying to hold it in with this body, so after making a mental note to myself about the female bladder, I opened the door to the small toilet room in the washroom and stared at the toilet.

How do I do this? I frowned and asked myself.

I've...never seen a girl urinate before. Even though I have a general idea, such as girls don't urinate from the same hole as the one they use for sex, but I'm not entirely sure as to how it's done. The urge to pee had become even stronger now that I had the toilet before me, making holding it back in a terrible trial to endure. It was as if there was a burning fire down there or something, but whatever the case may be in reality, I need to go.

Without thinking, I immediately unzipped the concealed zippers and pulled the skirt down. Then, I also pulled the white-laced panties down as well before I sat down on the cold, toilet seat.

Now, how do I do this? I asked myself. Do I push like how I usually do?

My lack of knowledge on how to urinate with the female body made things...rough for me. It's getting somewhat painful now, holding in the urine, and it was quite torturous to endure.

Come on... My feet tapped rapidly against the tiled floor as I anxiously tried to push out the urine. How do I do this? Don't tell me I have to wait until my body forces itself to do it...

As I sat there on the toilet, unable to pee, I could feel my body trembling now. My legs felt weak and the pain was getting unbearable. It was only after about a minute that my fatigued body finally caught grasp of the technique as to how to urinate and release the hot fluid from my body that I was able to relax. Upon release, I felt a shiver went up my body, but it was one of great relaxation and of pleasure as I was finally released from the torturous hell of having to hold in urine.

I grabbed some toilet paper and began wiping my vagina after the stream had finished. To be honest, it's quite the unusual feeling to peel like this...

After I have finished using the toilet, I exited through the door of the toilet room and exited the washroom. Then, I started making my way for the dining table in the kitchen and living room area of the house where Loriana had prepared breakfast for me this morning.

"Alvelyn," Loriana said to me as I sat down and started delivering the scrambled eggs into my mouth. "Were you sleeping in Alevian's room again last night?"

Again? I frowned. What sort of memories did they make about this body?

"Well..." I awkwardly laughed as I was unsure as to how to get myself out of this situation.

"I should've known," Loriana sighed. "You two have always been close."

"Right," I agreed as I have no other options otherwise since I have no idea what Alvelyn is supposed to be like.

***

After finishing breakfast, I left the house in order to make my morning commute to school. Muria wasn't in front of the elevator waiting when I had exited the house since that usually occurred when our schedules had settled down and had returned to normal. Therefore, it would appear that I have to make the morning commute on my own.

The front door of my house closed behind me and I could hear a soft beep from the lock, signaling to us that the door had, in fact, locked. Then, Loriana walked over to stand beside me as we both waited for the elevator to arrive and head our separate ways. My destination was the ground floor while her's was the underground parking lot where she had parked her car.

With her standing by my side, I truly realized how tall she was for a woman. Standing at 176 cm tall, she was quite a bit taller than my female form. When I was in my original body, I was about 180 cm tall so I did not have to look up to see her face. In this body, I have to. Maybe this is the reason why it's quite difficult for me to find my balance.

After parting with Loriana and walking out through the automated front doors to the building, I stepped foot onto the streets of Palisia for the first time as a girl. As expected, it was cold. Even though I was wearing a cardigan as well as a coat, it was still cold. The wind that blew in from the Helliger River made me shiver as I walked, but looking up and over at the river, I took in the beautiful skyline of Nocsinis. Even though it's a scene that I've seen numerous times already, that does not make it any less breathtaking and stunning to look at.

With my hands tucked snuggly into my coat pockets, I continued my walk towards Lumina Station. Luckily for me, I only have to endure the cold for a bit longer as once I arrive at the station, there will be air conditioning that will warm me up.

Maybe it's because of my shorter legs as a girl or maybe it's because of me constantly shivering in the cold, but it felt like it took double the amount of time for me to get to Lumina Station. Whatever the case may be though, it's still extremely comforting and relaxing to be in an area where the temperature is regulated by air conditioners. Upon entering the building of the station, I immediately released a sigh of relief.

I approached the ticket gates and reached into my school bag, or should I say purse, for my phone. I've decided to put my phone in there this morning since it's more...aesthetically pleasing than if I've just left it in the pocket of my skirts. When I took out my phone, I discovered that this phone was somewhat different from the one that I had owned while I was a boy. Its background was different and the icons were customized to be a type that's somewhat cute and appealed to a more feminine audience.

When did they change my phone? I sighed as I scanned my phone on the scanner while not breaking stride and walked through the ticket gates.

On the crowded train, I became particularly mindful of my surroundings. I made sure to stand near a group of girls, and it's not because I'm perverted or something as I kept my hands to myself throughout the entire ride. The thing I'm worried about is being groped by other people. Even though I used to be a guy, I still wouldn't like it to be touched by random strangers. Like I wouldn't want people to dirty this female body of mine.

Luckily, nothing happened on the train ride, which is the normal occurrence, and I was able to arrive at the station near my school safely. From there, I exited the station and started making my way towards the school, being one of the many who were headed in that direction. As I walked, I glanced around and observed the girls. None of them appeared to be affected by the cold weather despite wearing skirts and socks like me. How do girl's stay warm in the winter while wearing skirts...it's one of the greatest mysteries of the world.

Once at school, I made my way to my classroom. However, there was that sense of uncertainty and nervousness in my mind. What if this isn't my classroom? What if people don't know me and I cause a scene? I can't do much about it right now...

I took a deep breath and reached my hand up to the slot in the sliding door and pushed it to the side, causing the door to slide open. Then, I held my breath and stopped. It would appear that my entrance did not alert my classmates as they all just continued with their conversations as if nothing had happened.

Slowly, I entered the classroom, actively looking around and surveying my surroundings. Soon, I spotted the group as they huddled in the back corner where my seat was.

"Alvelyn!" Noah called out when he noticed me. He waved at me and there was an amused smile on his face.

I stared at him for a bit before I finally started making my way over to the others. Based on the natural look on Irina, Muria, and Loyd's faces, it would appear that they're also given memories of Alvelyn. With that now confirmed, I let out a sigh of relief.

I stopped before the others and glanced over at Noah. He's the only one in the group who knows of my condition, so...hopefully I'll be able to extract more information out of him about Alvelyn and make things less awkward for me...