194 Girl Codes

"What is it?" Muria looked over at me, asking me that question as if trying to confirm if what I needed was what she was thinking about.

"I um..." I shifted my legs a little to try and ease the pain, "I...forgot those...things at home."

"Alvelyn," Irina appeared quite surprised. "You forgot?"

"Well," I released a weak sigh. "Yeah..."

"That happens from time to time," Muria nodded. Then, she reached into her school bag and produced an odd, small, cylindrical shape object and held it out in her hands in my direction. "Here."

I stared at the object for a second, searching through my memory for a word that I can associate with it. Based on my limited understanding of women's menstrual products, which I believe is mostly comprised of pads and tampons, I'm just gonna guess that this is a tampon. Like I've never seen either of those before, and even though I live with Loriana, we don't share the same restroom so I never saw any of her stuff lying around.

"Is something the matter?" Muria tilted her head slightly in a confused manner as she saw me stare blankly at the object.

"I uh..." I immediately smiled, trying to force myself out of this awkward situation. "I...usually use pads so I'm not familiar with how to use this."

"Oh," Muria nodded. Then, she turned her head and glanced over in Irina's direction. "Irina?"

"Sorry," Irina shook her head. "I also use tampons..."

"Can you manage with tampons?" Muria looked over at me and stared into my eyes with a worried and compassionate look.

"I-I guess," I said to her, accepting the cylindrical shaped menstrual product from her hand. "But...I don't know how to use it."

"You've never used a tampon before?" Irina appeared quite surprised, but it wasn't a mocking surprise, but rather one out of genuine shock or disbelief. "Well, you um...insert it into your vagina."

"I know that," I said to her. "But...exactly how?"

Whatever the process maybe, I do not know anything about it. Like how am I suppose to know how to use a tampon as a boy? Normal boys will never have to use one in their life, let alone know how it works and things like that.

"Um..." Muria frowned and crossed her arms. After a few seconds, she let out a sigh, turned her face away, and looked at me from the upper corner of her eye, blushing somewhat. "If you don't mind," she said, mumbling her words somewhat out of possibly nervousness or embarrassment. "I can put it in for you."

"Really?" I exclaimed, feeling the joy of hope in my mind.

"Well," Muria rubbed her arms with her hands. "It'll involve some contact..."

"I'm fine with that," I smiled and said to her. "We're both girls anyways."

"Yeah," Irina smiled and looked at Muria. "Muria, you don't have to worry."

"If you're fine with that then..." Muria glanced away from me and over at the largest stall in the girls' bathroom. "I guess we can start now."

Even though I had agreed to this suggestion from Muria, it was still...quite awkward for all three of us. To go into the same stall, knowing that in a few seconds, I will have to show my private parts to them, it's just...like I know it's a necessity, but it's not something that I am prepared for.

"If you want," Irina said to me before I stepped foot into the stall. "I can wait outside."

Muria looked over at me, allowing for me to make the decision. I met her eye in an awkward manner, flustered as I am still quite nervous and embarrassed about what will soon ensue.

"Well..." I mumbled. "If it's Irina, then I don't particularly mind."

"If you say so," Irina smiled awkwardly and followed us into the largest stall by the wall furthest away from the entrance.

The reason why I allowed Irina to enter the stall along with us is simple: I don't want her to feel left out. I saw first hand back when I was still 'Alevian' her happiness when she finally found a friend in Muria. Now that we're in this timeline, where she has memories of befriending 'Alvelyn', I don't want to make it seem as if Alvelyn and Muria are leaving her out. I'm not entirely sure how it would affect her, but I'm sure that she will most definitely feel a sense of loneliness of some sort as we leave her out of this...well, situation.

"I'll take it off now," I whispered.

My face was quite hot and probably red as I rolled up my skirt and reached my hands to the pair of white panties that I was wearing underneath. Slowly, I moved my hand down while squatting down somewhat and then stepped out of the underwear. With an embarrassed expression on my face, I avoided making eye contact with Muria and Irina, and simply held onto my underwear with one hand as I stood there. At the moment, my skirt still covered my privates. However, that did not stop the feeling of the cold air rubbing against that sensitive part of my body.

"Have a seat on the toilet," Muria said to me in a gentle and somewhat nervous voice.

I walked up to the toilet and did as I was told. Then, I took a deep breath and brought a hand down to my skirt, lifting it up so she could operate. It was quite the awful feeling, exposing myself like this. I know that I'm not being harmed, but it's just so embarrassing. Like it was to the point that I could feel some tears forming in my eyes.

Why am I so sensitive now? I asked myself.

Muria approached me on the toilet and squatted down in an elegant manner as she prepared herself for the operation. I glanced over at her, taking in her countenance, and saw that her face was also quite red. She must be extremely nervous and embarrassed as well, and standing behind her, Irina appeared to be also quite flustered.

I felt Muria's cold fingers rub against my inner thigh, and that was when I knew that the process has begun. She took a deep breath and the air that she exhaled out blew onto my thighs and near my vagina, tickling me in a sensual manner. Soon, I felt something rub against my vagina, and since the skirt that my hand was holding up blocked my view, I was unsure as to what she was doing. However, I can definitely feel something being inserted down there despite its small size.

Because of this sudden sensation, I felt a shiver up my spine as my entire body pulsed with this ecstatic feeling. I cupped my mouth with my free hand as I felt a moan beginning to escape my body, and I closed my eyes, allowing some tears to be squeezed out as I tried my best to contain the cries of pleasure. However, I was only partly successful as I still heard some muffled moans escape through my cupped hand, a sound that I would describe as oddly erotic.

"There," Muria let out a sigh of relief, stood up, and backed away.

"We're done?" I asked as I let go of the hems of my skirt, allowing it to fall down according to gravity and cover my private area once again.

I opened my eyes and looked over at her. That was when I noticed that there appeared to be some fluid on her hands as it reflected the ceiling light overhead.

Is that... I began thinking in my mind, but was a bit too frightened to complete the thought as it was still shocking to me that I am now a girl.

"T-thank you, Muria," I said to her as I looked away, feeling a sense of awkwardness and embarrassment arising.

"We'll um..." Muria stuttered."We'll leave the stall so you can put your underwear on."

Then, she exited the stall with Irina, leaving me alone to dress.

I tidied the lingerie that I was holding in my hand before I stretched them somewhat and stepped into them. In one smooth motion, I pulled up on the underwear until it securely covered my pelvic area. As I stepped towards the stall door, I took note of that foreign object that was now in my vagina. It's...a rather peculiar feeling that I am still quite alien to. However, I believe over time, this feeling should soon become more natural.

"Thank you for waiting," I blushed and said to the two upon exiting the stall.

Muria shook her head in response in a cool manner, almost as if she had recovered from her former embarrassed state. However, her cheeks were still slightly red, so I am sure that what had just occurred must still have some sort of effect on her.

As for Irina, she seemed to still be quite flustered about the whole ordeal, but she seemed to be enjoying it. On her face, there was a sense of felicity, maybe because she's happy that she wasn't left out? It is the shared experiences and memory that solidifies friendship, so I believe she must be cherishing the fact that she was able to become more intimate with her friends through accomplishing something that is embarrassing. However, it is the embarrassing aspect of it that makes it the more memorable, leaving a greater impression in one's mind and making it harder to be forgotten.

"Here you go," Muria reached out her closed hand and placed two more of those cylindrical shaped objects into my hand. For the brief second that our hands made contact, I could feel that her hands were soft and somewhat wet due to her having washed her hands just a few seconds earlier. "Just in case."

I looked down and studied the tampons in my palm, taking in the design of the product.

"Do you um..." Muria shifted her feet about in a somewhat nervous manner and looking up, I saw that despite her crossed arms, her face still appeared somewhat flustered. "Do you know how to use one now?"

"Y-yeah," I stuttered somewhat in my answer.

"Alright then," Muria took a deep breath. "Let's head back to class now."

Then, the three of us exited the girls' bathroom and started down the hallway towards our classroom. We walked down this hallway where some students stood idly about on either side of the hallway, either against a classroom wall or against the outer wall, chatting as they enjoyed their lunch break. All in all, the hallway appeared to be quite busy and filled with activity, and I could not believe the luck that I had that none of the girls at that moment in time decided that they would be needing to use the bathroom.

I glanced over at Muria as she walked beside me to my right. I took in that flustered look on her face and concealed a chuckle. As a boy, I would rarely, if ever, be exposed to this side of her. Despite knowing about her compassion after seeing it countless times being displayed to Irina, who walked on the other side of Muria, having experienced it refreshed my impression of this calm and mature girl. And there's also Irina, who I feel like I also got to know more about her character through this tiny episode today. As a girl, I feel like I am exposed even more to their personality than when I was a guy.

One month... I thought to myself. Looks like I'll have to go buy some tampons...