120 Disgust

I looked at her with my heart rapidly pounding in my chest. Her head was lowered so her bangs covered her face and prevented me from seeing her facial expression as she slowly approached me, taking a small step at a time. In response to her approach, I slowly backed off as well.

The room was still dark since the lights haven't been turned on. Therefore, the only source of illumination I had was from the moonlight that poured in from the windows behind me. The silvery celestial light shined on Mura, allowing me to see that she has stripped herself of my coat and tossed it to the side.

"M-Mura?" My voice trembled as I continued to back up.

I-is it the drugs? I asked myself.

"Alevian," she said with a soft and seductive voice. She slowly looked up at me, and on her face I saw a look of lust.

"I-I think you should prepare yourself for bed," I quickly interrupted her and grabbed a night gown from her bed and tossed it over to her. "I-I need to use the restroom."

With a quick step, I walked past her barricade and quickly locked myself in the bathroom. I know that I should've made a dash for the door, but if I were to tell her that I'm leaving, I have a feeling that she won't let me. In addition, if I just went for the exit, I don't think I can unlock the chain lock in time. Besides, it's quite immoral for me to leave her alone if it's really the drugs taking its effect on her.

With a sigh of relief, I felt myself slowly slipping down the door and fall onto the floor. My body felt weak from fatigue, but I know that my battle isn't over. Unexpectedly, I was dragged into another battlefield. Even though I've been to two different battlegrounds, I'm no veteran at this. Therefore, I could do nothing but sigh as I anticipated the difficult battle waiting for me on the other side of this bathroom door.

I intentionally waited for a bit, giving her time to change into her nightgown. In addition, I hoped that she's able to calm down before I leave the bathroom. That way, I have the greatest chances of being able to escape without harm. Well, in reality, it should be me escaping before I cause her harm.

I slowly opened the bathroom door, peeking outside first before I exited. Mura was sitting on her bed at the moment and was dressed in her black nightgown. From how tranquil she appeared, I thought that she must've calmed down and controlled herself. Therefore, I decided that it must be safe for me to leave the bathroom.

"Alevian," she said to me while keeping her head down and gazing at her lap. "Come sit."

"O-okay..." My voice was trembling somewhat as I slowly moved over to where she was and took a seat on the bed next to her.

Suddenly, I felt her lunging at me, pressing me against the bed. Instinctively, I reached out my hands to stop her. However, I missed with my left hand, but I did make contact with my right hand. However, it was in an awkward location on her body.

Her face appeared to be red as she held me down on the bed by sitting on my pelvic area and holding me down with both her hands on my stomach

Her face appeared to be red as she held me down on the bed by sitting on my pelvic area and holding me down with both her hands on my stomach. I couldn't move, and it would appear as if I wasn't allowed to in the first place. Her breathing was deep and rapid, almost as if she's in a state of great excitement.

"Alevian," she whispered. "I don't know why but..."

I think I know why. It's the drugs...

"I can't control myself," she continued to say with a look of great arousal on her face. "So... I see you're body's also ready." She then shifted her body around, rubbing against the stimulated part of my body down below that had pitched a tent.

This is bad, I thought as I blushed and felt my sanity slowly slipping away.

With sheer willpower, I pushed her to the side and sat up. I then looked over at her, still in shock as to what had happened. I know that I needed to get out of here, but my body just wouldn't listen. It was as if I was slowly losing control of myself as the hormones took over and made my body react accordingly to its most primitive desire to reproduce.

It was as if I was slowly losing control of myself as the hormones took over and made my body react accordingly to its most primitive desire to reproduce

"Alevian," she whispered in a seductive voice as she crawled in my direction. She then placed a gentle hand on my chest, allowing it to barely hover so as to provide a tingling sensation. "It's fine," she whispered into my ear as she leaned closer to me so that her face was right beside mine. "No one needs to know. It'll just be tonight. You can do whatever you want."

Upon hearing those words, I lost control of myself. With an agile movement of my body, I discovered that our positioning had reversed. Instead of her being on top, I was now. My body hovered over her's as my knees and hands supported me up while also serving as a cage, preventing her escape from me.

My body hovered over her's as my knees and hands supported me up while also serving as a cage, preventing her escape from me

On her face was a look of surprise. However, that look soon disappeared and morphed into a satisfied grin as she brought her arms around my neck, embracing me. Her emerald eyes gazed deeply into mine as they sparkled and shined to seduce me. I could feel my heart rapidly pounding in my chest and hear it echo in my ear. At that moment, it was as if everything in the world had disappeared as all I could see was Mura's erotic face that was under mine.

"It's fine," she smiled. Then, she closed her eyes.

Slowly, I felt myself lowering my body and bringing my lips to her's. I felt her tongue entering my mouth, intertwining and licking my tongue. As we kissed, her arms held me tightly against her body, but that didn't stop me from reaching my hand to her breasts and toy with them. With my right hand, I squeezed her left breast, feeling as the nipples underneath hardened and protruded from her nightgown. At that moment, I wanted to take everything off, both from her body and mine.

After a while, our kiss separated as we gasped for air. Her face was still as erotic as ever as she smiled seductively. I felt her hand moving to my crotch and gently rubbing against the fabric of my pants, stimulating the rock hard object that was underneath.

"Take off my gown," she whispered as her fingers softly grabbed onto that thing down below.

I looked over at the straps that held up her nightgown. It was quite easy to remove, so easy that even when my body was controlled by lust I could still quickly remove it from her. I pulled down her nightgown with both hands. However, I met some resistance when I got to her chest. Therefore, I pulled downwards with more force, causing her breasts to jiggle when they're finally revealed to the cold nighttime air in her room.

Her breasts were extremely beautiful, large, and firm at the same time. However, my eyes were immediately caught by the hard nipples, making me immediately bring my mouth to one and suck hard on it and pause the undressing sequence. When I wasn't sucking, I would lick it, allowing my tongue to run circles around it before bringing her breast into my moth once again. As I sucked, I brought a hand down her nightgown to where her vagina was and rubbed her mosit lace panties where her clitoris was. I felt myself moving her lingerie to the side as my fingers came into contact with the exact spot. Immediately, I felt a large amount of fluid from the soft meaty vagina.

"Please be my hero and save me when I need you to."

Muria's words and her face suddenly flashed through my brain, causing me to stop every single action that I was doing. I froze completely as I processed what I was doing. Then, a great agonizing horror swept over my mind as I realized what I had done.

"Alevian?" Mura's voice softly called my name, but it was blocked out by my brain.

I... I had tried to take advantage of her sister, I thought. I felt as if I wanted to throw up from how disgusted I was with myself. The sister that cared for her. The sister that she loved so so much.

Immediately, I no longer had any urge to continue what we were doing. I brought a hand to my mouth in order to prevent myself from throwing up. Although there weren't anything that came up, I still felt as if there was.

So disgusting, I thought as I looked down at my hands. Why did I do this?

I felt sick from what I had done. My brain felt hazy from guilt and remorse as those negative emotions overwhelmed me. I felt myself collapsing on the bed and my eye lids growing heavier. Then, I lost consciousness.