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"No." Xavior spoke as he moved towards Zenia.

"What do you mean no?" Zenia spoke up irritation taking the best of her yet again.

Xavior was now an a foot in front of her. Reaching his hand out to her he trailed it up her arm as they both watched it feeling the tingles rush through them.

"I know I'm bipolar. One minute I push you the next minute I want you in every single way." His palm of his hand landing on her cheek unintentionally she leaned in closing her eyes feeling the warmth of his hand.

"I want you in every way. Mind, body, soul." Xavior said in whisper.

"Then take me." Her voice sounded before her mind could think.

Xavior backed away his hand falling at his side.

"I can't."

"Why can't you?" Not that she wanted him to but she didn't not want him to either. Must be the bond.

"There is things about me. I can't trust myself with you. You're too fragile."

Zenia scuffed at his words.

"Fragile and human seem to come out your people's mouth way too much. We all bleed the same."

"No you human's and us are barley alike."

"Do you not bleed?"

"Let me show you just how different we are." Xavior said. Taking her hand he led her to the bed. She started to pull on him some though.

"Trust me for once. I am not going to fuck you." With that Zenia let herself be led and sat on the bed.

Xavior walked away from her creating about a 10 foot space.

"Lights off." The lights turned off at his command. Zenia started feeling uneasy at the darkness surrounding her. Just as a small blue light formed 10 feet in front of her. One turned to 20. 20 turned to hundreds creating a space look inside the room.

"Wow." The whisper came out as the blue lights traveled around her. Then a slow and hauntingly beautiful voice sounded through the room. A beautiful melody came from Xavior's mouth. Making her body buzz. She stood up and went to touch one of the blue lights that came flying by.

"DON'T TOUCH!" He yelled out right as the blue light touched her. Sparks erupted shocking her hand.

"Lights on." The lights turned on as the blue lights faded.

"You could have got hurt." He said walking to her fast to look at the hand she was holding. It was like she got shocked by a wire no more.

"You exaggerate it just shocked me." Zenia laughed.

Xavior rubbed the back of his neck.

"It's not supposed to shock you."

"Well that's what it did. What is it supposed to do?" She asked. Xavior looked at her.

"Follow me." He took her hand without question and led her out the room. Following him down the long white halls yet again until they finally reached a large dark room with black padding everywhere. Walls, Floor, ceiling. Closing the door behind her.

"Drop." He spoke. Right as he did a rubbery manikin dropped from the ceiling causing her to jump some. He chuckled.

"This is what it's supposed to do." He said as a small blue light no bigger than a bullet appeared hovering just above his right hand he sent it towards the manikin at the same speed the one in the room zoomed by her at. As it touched the manikin a spark ignited lighting the manikin on fire in seconds.

"See it could have hurt you, it should have hurt you." He whispered in her ear as she stood looking mesmerized at the scene before her.

"Well if we ever get stranded together I don't need to worry about having warmth." She chuckled out. He chuckled along with her and faced her.

"As long as your with me, you won't need to worry about much." He said.

"It looks like I won't be much of anything with you. I had stipulations earlier that you told me no to."

"I told you no for now. You can be seen but not heard in the thrown room. Everywhere else you will be heard. I can't promise to be just yours. I have grown used to a life style of many at once. I could never see just one pleasing me."

"Then you will never have me in the way you want. I ask for 6 months before ivf treatment. But you will never fully have me as long as you have them."

Xaviors face looked tense as she spoke.

"Is it too much for you to be understanding?" He bit out.

"If you want me then you earn me or you never have me." She warned.

"You don't get to make ultimatums here."

"I think I do considering you need me. I can see it I can feel it." She said as she stepped towards him doing the same gesture to him placing her hand on his face.

"I know you want me. You just need to make a choice what is more important the childish banging or the support and life." She spoke softly as he closed his eyes to her hand then placing his on top of her's.

"I wouldn't know."

"How wouldn't you."

"I've never had that support that life you may think I have. I don't know that feeling nor would I know which one would be better. My mother died when I was born and my father passed when I was 10… I was king when I was 10."

"Then let me show you." Zenia whispered to him pulling him into a hug, at that moment she understood why he followed her. Why he watched her. Why he protected her and why he said those things to hurt her. He never had stability, never had something of his own worth protecting worth caring for worth following.

Even if a man looked strong didn't mean he was.

Even if a man looked mad didn't mean he was.

He is only Zolrain after all. Like a human male in her eyes. He wasn't fragile but his heart his mind his soul was her's to protect and as his soul mate she would do everything in her power to never let her zolrain king hurt that way again.