21 Purple Grade Soul Dharma Armament

Ling Tian's words, are like sharp daggers pierced straight into Su Ya's soul. She don't know why but her heart started panicking more than it had ever been, as if a something hidden within her that she didn't to be out was about to be exposed.

Su Ya quickly closed her ears with her hands and shook her head frantically, seemingly not want to hear any more of his words

Alas, Ling Tian's words, like gentle yet bewitching devil's whispers, continued and echoed in her ears again,

"You don't believe? Let me make it clear.

How long have you said you've been with that trash? 5 years? 6 years? In all these years together with him, have you ever felt the desire to kiss, want to be embraced, aroused or impulse you just had a while ago, towards a stranger who you just met ?

Love starts with something called Infatuation which you just felt. All those years with him, you weren't even infatuated, What make you think you were in love?

Hahaha.. That so called 'Love' you speak of, is nothing but disguised 'Gratitude'. Gratitude because he saved you; gratitude because someone finally acknowledged your pitiful existence; gratitude because he, as a 'prince' persued an 'unworthy commoner you'; It was all nothing but only Gratitude !

You said that you were an orphan by birth without any parents and raised by a poor old granny. After she died, you worked hard as a house keeper to fend yourself up. Hmm, that was indeed admirable.

But in all those years, have you ever, atleast for once, wondered who your parents are?How do they look? Why did they left? How to meet them? Or atleast, have you ever thought of revenge, even if it is for a moment?

And let's talk your situation with your 'lover'. From what you said, He was the one who 'persued' you; he was the one who 'loved' you; he was the one who made sweet promises; he was the one who had authority over your so called 'relation'; In the end, he was also the who put you in danger; and he was the one who decided to elope together and finally brought you here..

In all these, was there anything that had your presence, your decision and your desire?

The answer is no ! Why? It's because you don't know what you want at all ! You don't have your own desires and wishes ! You are nothing but just a soulless delusional girl who is just living for the sake of living!"

With eyes devoid emotions, Ling Tian indifferently looked at the anxious Su Ya and uttered coldly and emphatically, as if passing down an ultimate firm judgement.

As Ling Tian words echoed in her ears, all her past scenes started flashing in Su Ya's chaotic mind.

Grattitude? Soulless? Delusional?

Su Ya doesn't accept, she can't accept. How could her selfless pure love be just grattitude? how could she not a heart and soul?

To deny Ling Tian's judgemental words, she desperately tried to find one single memory from those scenes to prove that he is wrong. Alas, no matter how much she searched, she could not find any, not even a single one.

It's just as Ling Tian stated, she was never attracted to her so called lover; she never lived for herself; she never had her own desires; she had been indeed just living for the sake of living.

"How could this be... So I'm really a delusional girl?"

As if struck lightning, Su Ya muttered dazedly.

Suddenly she started feeling like her body is shrinking; she became smaller and smaller. The colourful world around her started disappearing. Instead all her surroundings are slowly being enveloping by darkness, the pitch-black darkness she is very familiar with before.

It was the same gloomy darkness, haunted her in the past that she thought disappeared long ago with Shu Shengjie arrival to her life. As it turned out that darkness didn't vanish. Instead, it was hidden somewhere within the depth of her soul concealed by fake colour-fullness, ready to consume her at any moment.

As the darkness condensed and condensed, a closed cage of darkness formed around Su Ya, tightly imprisoning her whole being.

"Delusional- I'm really a delusional girl."

"I can't even differentiate love and grattitude. I'm indeed delusional.. hahaha.."

"I thought I was protecting my purity for the sake of future. How laughable. As it turned out it's not because of some future but because I wasn't willing. I wasn't willing to give myself to someone I don't like."

"And indeed, no wonder he rejected me.. hahaha.. I don't even love myself, How could I be deserved to be loved? hahaha . So I'm really a pitiful soulless delusional girl?"

"But I don't want to. I am not willing.."

"delusional.. soulless.. I don't want to.."

Inside the dark cage, Su Ya, with a lost look, mumbled herself mindlessly. The more she the thought, the more weak her tone become; the more she muttered, the more dull her eyes turned.

Abruptly, the otherwordly young man's masked face and his pair of enchanting icy blue eyes flashed in Su Ya mind. Instantly, as if they are set ablaze, the dullness in her eyes instantly vanished, "Right? Why should I blame myself. It's all that bastard's fault.

Soulless? delusional? Not acceptable because I don't have any desire for myself? Who does he think he is to judge me?

So what if I didn't a wish in the past, can't I have one from now. I will show you what my desire is."

As Su Ya clenched her fists, a glowing purple spinning wheel of diameter of 10 inches condensed above her head. The spinning wheel had disc-like form with more than 100 serrated edges around the outer border.

As her eyes turned bright and bright, the purple wheel spun wildly, dashed forward and clashed against the cage of darkness. Those sharp serrated spinned wildly against the cage, creating countless light sparks.

.....

Meanwhile, on the outside.

"What the! A purple grade Soul Dharma Armament?"

Ling Tian's eyes gaped as he looked the scene infront of him incredulously.