Pride of Feelings

" " - Normal Conversation

' ' - Thoughts

[ ] - Buffed All Might

/ \ - Sunshine Talking

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Midoriya was alone in the room and nobody was there. He needed it to have a space to think. 'How will he explain it to others? Can he win? Winning seems impossible. I have always been helpless.'

[Midoriya-shounen, you already up] He saw All Might with Nezu. They walked towards him.

He was afraid. Afraid everyone will see him as a monster and cannot look at them, he had hurt his idol and heroes. It was eating him inside as the power of Sunshine was something he wanted and when he saw what it can do something awoken inside of him. It was the desire to win. He wanted to puke harboring those feelings.

[Midoriya-shounen] All Might called him and he was afraid to look into his eyes. He was scared to be a failure. This emotion stems up from the fight with Sunshine and getting belittled by him.

"A-A-All Might, I am sorry." Almost as if a whisper but All Might heard it as he saw All Might react. He hugged him. Izuku cried rivers and All Might made him felt safe and when he was done he took hold of All Might's hand grasping it tightly.

"All Might, I saw everything. Your fight, the danger I put you guys through." Izuku was shaking remembering those memories. The fear of getting addicted to the power. Izuku was still a teenager that has just his quirk and when he got one for all this feeling was not there so he is pretty sure that its Sunshine making him react to it.

[Tell us your experience when you started taking your restraints] All Might urges Midoriya and while comforting him.

"Nezu-san and All Might, when I took it off I blanked out and I went to a space inside my mind. I saw him. He looks like the same person who you guys fought. The golden hair and eyes, it was him. All Might when I saw that person he went and injured me, but I heard him clearly at the very last moment. He called himself Sunshine."

"This became quite a predicament. Midoriya, when you were watching from the outside while everything was happening?" Nezu inquiring Midoriya.

"Yes, he did it at the same time." Midoriya can see that Nezu was thinking hard.

"What did you feel when you saw him?" Nezu seems to calculate a lot of things from here.

"I felt like I need to win over him but he seems unbeatable. It's almost impossible." Midoriya is laying it all out there his true feelings.

"Why does it seem impossible?" Nezu said.

"There is no technique but brute strength, instincts beyond belief and his reflexes are all top-notch when I saw them fighting you guys that's what I saw if three heroes are needed to incapacitate him then how can I?" Midoriya's concern is justifiable. The raw instincts of Sunshine something to behold.

"Midoriya, tomorrow your training will start it will be about combat and body endurance if your instincts are telling you to defeat Sunshine so be it. You always can try and we have a way to keep Sunshine down for now." Nezu devised a plan for the little information he was given as expected of his quirk High Specs which grants him a high intelligence level that surpasses humans.

[You will be trained tomorrow until then just rest for now, Midoriya-shounen.] All Might gave him his cellular phone back and smiled.

"You will need all the support you can have. Take a rest and we shall start tomorrow." Nezu goes out of the clinic and All Might hugged him. Midoriya is infinitely grateful and will remember this for a very long time.

Momo's Point of View

It's been only 2 days since Izuku did not contact her but it felt so long. She missed him so much and put all of her time into studying her quirk and the components of materials she can produce.

"This is the needed materials for producing this.." Her phone rang and it's pretty late so she felt annoyed but when she saw the caller she was excited and worried at the same time. U.A. told her there should be no connection until the school starts so she is surprised.

"Hello?" She hears a slight muffle sound like light breathing.

"M-M-Momo?" It was Izuku. She was so happy she can listen to his voice

.0and upon hearing his voice there was a hint of nervousness.

"I thought you are not allowed to contact me? What happened? Something bad happened?" After her excitement cooled down it was panic afterward.

"No! No! It was just the training is intense and they figured out I will need every support I need. I already called my mom and told her everything is going to be alright." Izuku said it so fast that she found it hilarious.

"I see. It was really nice hearing your voice but why did you sound so nervous earlier?" She has to inquire this Izuku might be hiding something from her and she knows him well enough to know that he does not want her to worry.

"N-No! Besides, I am surrounded by top heroes so it's going to be alright. It's j-just this is my f-f-f-first time talking to a woman on the phone." Momo got bright red and became conscious of what he said. She has been taking a lot of Izuku's first time within these past few days.

"I-I see. Ehem... How is your condi-." She got interrupted by Izuku.

"M-Momo! The thing that you did i-in the g-g-gate? What does it mean?" Her heart was beating fast she made her head think fast as it can. 'How will I explain it to him?!"

"That was a... Can we talk about it when school comes?" She got no choice but to retreat here since her path of action did not see this. She thought it's going to be three months till they see each other.

"A-Alright, Momo." She was relieved that Izuku understood to back out for now.

"Izuku, how were your days there? The hero you met?" Momo inquired about things and how Izuku handled things.

Their talk was full of fun and he let Izuku know that she was already researching her quirks. Izuku filled her in on how to improve it more as expected of a hardcore hero fan he knows precisely how to do things. The talk lasted for an hour but it felt so short.

"Izuku, do your best there. I will always be here when things get hard." Momo reminded him.

"I can't disturb you too much, Momo." She knows Izuku can be pretty stubborn but he needs to know.

"You are important to me." She was so glad this was on the phone or else she knows how she looks right now.

"Y-Y-You are important to me too, Momo. Alright, when things get tough I will be saying what's on my mind. Thank you, Momo." Momo muted her phone and rolled back and forth like a kid.

"That's what I wanted to hear. It is getting late. You have a rough day tomorrow. Good night, Izuku." While she wanted to stay more but time passed by so fast.

"Alright. Good night too, Momo. Have a nice dream" From there Momo dropped the phone and look at herself in the mirror.

"My face looks like a maiden in love." She touched her cheeks and can feel its extra warmth and she did not want to let go of it. She goes to bed and sleeps tight.

Midoriya's Point of View

He can hear his heart pounding. He never experienced it but he knows about it.

'I am in love.' He doesn't know if his feelings will reach her but he can try but that moment is not now as much as he wanted to there are things he needs to take care of but he will treasure this feeling that Momo gave to him. Izuku then went straight to bed.

/Hey\ He can see him. He can see Sunshine.

"W-W-Waaaaait! You are here?!" Izuku cannot believe it he is pretty sure he slept afterward.

/I am inside you. It makes sense that I am here. Let's get down to business\ He saw Sunshine stretch its arms and a sun appeared. 'I can feel it.'

"What do you want?" Izuku starts assessing the situation.

/I will take over your body if you do not defeat me. I used too much force last time that it took some of your life force\ He was wondering why is Sunshine saying this.

"Why do you want to take over my body? The life force?" He saw Sunshine using a Sun and made it much bigger.

/Last time, I was not defeated rather rested it was taking too much toll on your body. Lifeforce means your life span using Sunshine like that when you do not have the necessary muscles to do it.\ Izuku shuddered at the cost of Sunshine.

"Whats the deal here?" He can feel something is up.

/Within three months, I will only give you three months and until then you will always fight with me\ Sunshine made a huge sun and threw it at Izuku.

Izuku knew this was a dream but he felt his whole body scorching.

/If you fail to defeat me, I will take over your body and integrate my will to you\