4 Chapter 3. It is not fair.

It was strange to say the least surrounded by darkness without being able to do anything, the only thing that accompanied me were my thoughts which at that moment were not very pleasant.

'I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will kill them'

I honestly don't know how long I was repeating the word, but I do know that after repeating it for hours I slowly calmed down.

When I stopped to think I realised this was just a bloody dream.

To be honest half of the situation flowed into chaos, better words would be that this whole situation was surreal, none of it made sense, it was all bullshit.

It wasn't a bloody manga, being on a bus talking to a fellow student about a group of girls so that later, mysteriously, without anyone noticing, we ended up in the middle of the sea which was dark in colour.

The bus even took a while to sink.

I should have realized that it was all a shitty dream, what made everyone go crazy afterwards, I even heard that a student had a knife (chapter 2), if someone really had a knife the whole damn situation would have been crazier.

Haaa. (sighing)

Normal teenagers dream of girls or guns or whatever, I don't suppose they dream of a fucking world full of darkness and you're next to your mates and suddenly everything goes crazy, if I remember this dream when I wake up I'm going to go to a fucking psychiatrist

When will I wake up?

I can't breathe, I can't move and technically I'm still seeing only darkness.

This will delight my future psychiatrist, perhaps he will say that this is a kind of representation of my impotence in front of what surrounds me and how I see everything.

Creepy fucking know-it-alls.

I think about going to a psychiatrist, but it doesn't mean that I like the idea of those people who are always looking calmly while talking about every damn thing, in a way it gives me the creeps.

I went back to the previous situation only accompanied by my thoughts in this damn dream...

My thoughts were interrupted when a hand landed on my cheek, my eyes couldn't see anything, but I felt the coldness of the hand on my pumice and the fingers moving over my face as if inspecting every part of my face.

A small golden light appeared before my eyes, but I couldn't see the person who was touching my face.

Next to that light many other lights appeared some were golden like the first one and others were red, blue, some were white like fireflies appearing around me and the little bit that I could see due to my little movement, were thousands, thousands of little lights in front of me of different sizes and colours all the lights seemed so still and I ended up hypnotising myself by the beauty of these, what got me out of my stupor was the hand.

I could not move my eyes but one of the small golden lights was near my face and although I could not see the hand I could instinctively know that the hand came from that small golden light.

The hand on my face slid gently and slowly across my face until it was in the corner of my mouth and as if I was a doll it slowly opened my mouth I was actually a doll unable to move or do anything I could not even produce a sound.

When my mouth was open the little lights began to move softly, a small black light entered my mouth and slid down my throat.

I started to feel a small itch on my skin not in one specific part but all over my body, the lights seemed to move restlessly and started to move faster.

More lights started to slide down my throat and that little itch turned into a burning sensation, as more lights slid down my throat and seemed to multiply at each moment they were also increasing in size.

The burning became fire and every moment it kept increasing I wanted to scream I wanted to moan from the pain even the slightest noise would have been enough but no noise came out and although I couldn't think everything was scaring me.

My eyes caught something, it was a white cloth for a moment I thought it was white as more lights moved those pieces were enlarged until small pieces of something I didn't recognise also appeared I just knew it was red and as my pain increased more pieces of cloth with that strange red thing appeared.

The pain just increased I felt as if little ants came inside me they moved under my skin and bit and destroyed absolutely everything I couldn't see, but I was sure I was crying, it hurt more and more and that pain just grew.

This is not a dream, I...

What the hell did I do to deserve that, I was just a normal student maybe I hit someone, I cursed someone, I stepped on a few insects, but I'm barely ____ years old I didn't do anything to deserve that.

It is not fair.

It was when a mass, also red in colour, appeared before me that I understood.

I was being torn apart, that mass was my heart, the white cloth was my skin and the pieces were flesh, my flesh.

Hey.

Heeeyyyy.

HEEEEEEYYYYYY.

That was my heart, that was my skin, my tendons, my liver, and they kept tearing me apart piece by piece or more lights just kept appearing each one more violent, each one bigger, each one faster.

And they were burning me, this was being burned alive, skinning while you are alive and gutting while you are alive.

'I hope K___ is well.'

'After all I did in life perhaps this is what I deserve, how sad that I could not continue my G___'.

'They will pay, I will kill them, I will kill them, I will destroy them again and again and I will make sure that they do not come near K___.'

They must have tracked me since I left _____

How clever, openly discovering the way to circumvent my rules? How interesting _____ but to kill me so quickly and without my noticing it must have needed help from a ____.

I will destroy them, I will separate their head from their body, how did they find me? I swear that if they touch ____ I will destroy them, they used special bullets so I couldn't use my ______ it was just a matter of time, but still it is annoying.

My classmates must have watched me, they should have told my weaknesses, maybe they should have turned that army around to me and they should have received outside help to avoid my ______ But how did they get so close to avoid my sword?

'¿I don't practice the sword, do I? I have not killed'.

'No, that is wrong I have not killed innocent people...'

'I did, but I didn't use my sword... Sword? That is an object for the servants to use... I have no servants, I have ___ but he is not my servant... What nonsense is that?'.

____ ¿WHAT IS YOUR NAME? ___

'What a joke, my name is Ak... No, my name is not murderer, I am Lu... What a stupid thing to say, I don't have such a short name, the elegance of my name is Eli...'

I... Who was that?

I had a headache.

I couldn't think straight and the other lights kept coming

I had to think, I have to remember my house, my sister, I have to remember my island and I also have to remember that person.

Remember the battles against the empire, my companions, remember the laboratory, the experiments I also have to remember the mansion the flower garden that is at the entrance of the mansion.

But not me...

Who am I?

Everything went dark